Well today is one of those days....
Today just isnt my day, its only 10 in the morning and i have already imported about 5 cds into itunes the wrong way, because my mom failed to tell me she switched the settings on it, and they werent in the right form. oh well.
But christmas wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. (i havent been in the 'christmas mood') but I got some pretty sweet stuff, some gift cards to aeropostale(my favorite store) sims 2 and a expansion pack, carrie underwoods new cd. and then there came the down fall, my dad had gotten me this wierd beaded thing(i hate beads) that he says the ancient myans beaded,(yeah right, thats cant be true, because it had a tag on the inside by some company in mexico). And my fist present i opened from my dad it was a Spice Girls greatest hits cd. Thats possibly the worst cd to get me, i hate the spice girls they were a dumb group, and they still are. (i dont mean to offend anyone about that, i just dont like them) but when he saw the look on my face about the cd, he quikly told me that cd was for my sister. (again yeah right)
And a couple weeks ago he had told me he and his girlfriend were going down to mexico for this past weekend and stuff, so i thought he hadent had me on his plans for christmas. so I just forgot about him because i didnt want to deal with it. And on christmas eve at 9 in the evening, he calls to see what a good time would be to drop off the presents. I was so mad, you dont put your daughter on the backburner for christmas, a last thought. so i told him how i felt and his reply was, well i got your presents 2 weeks ago, and im like it doesnt matter when you got them its the fact that you waited till 9 in the evening on christmas eve. but oh well, its him not me. I cant make him put me first anymore.
And today I have a counseling appt, i hate going, she just is so dumb, she makes me talk about the same thing over and over and over again, and that annoys the heck out of me. and plus shes just like, we have to talk about your dad, and im like no we dont i want to tlk about something else. and it always ends up with me yelling and swearing, and leaving before its over. Im always in a bad mood after these things, its so dumb....
anyways you probly really dont want to hear about my real life, so ill just stop before you all backstab me like everyone of my friends.(im not in a good mood sorry)
But christmas wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. (i havent been in the 'christmas mood') but I got some pretty sweet stuff, some gift cards to aeropostale(my favorite store) sims 2 and a expansion pack, carrie underwoods new cd. and then there came the down fall, my dad had gotten me this wierd beaded thing(i hate beads) that he says the ancient myans beaded,(yeah right, thats cant be true, because it had a tag on the inside by some company in mexico). And my fist present i opened from my dad it was a Spice Girls greatest hits cd. Thats possibly the worst cd to get me, i hate the spice girls they were a dumb group, and they still are. (i dont mean to offend anyone about that, i just dont like them) but when he saw the look on my face about the cd, he quikly told me that cd was for my sister. (again yeah right)
And a couple weeks ago he had told me he and his girlfriend were going down to mexico for this past weekend and stuff, so i thought he hadent had me on his plans for christmas. so I just forgot about him because i didnt want to deal with it. And on christmas eve at 9 in the evening, he calls to see what a good time would be to drop off the presents. I was so mad, you dont put your daughter on the backburner for christmas, a last thought. so i told him how i felt and his reply was, well i got your presents 2 weeks ago, and im like it doesnt matter when you got them its the fact that you waited till 9 in the evening on christmas eve. but oh well, its him not me. I cant make him put me first anymore.
And today I have a counseling appt, i hate going, she just is so dumb, she makes me talk about the same thing over and over and over again, and that annoys the heck out of me. and plus shes just like, we have to talk about your dad, and im like no we dont i want to tlk about something else. and it always ends up with me yelling and swearing, and leaving before its over. Im always in a bad mood after these things, its so dumb....
anyways you probly really dont want to hear about my real life, so ill just stop before you all backstab me like everyone of my friends.(im not in a good mood sorry)
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Yes you are (in a bad mood) -
Sorry about your disappointing holiday. Just remember to always take the high road, it may be hard, in fact it will be the hardest thing you have EVER done in your life ~ but it will make you stronger than you ever imagined. Someone once told me, at a very low point in my life, to plant flowers in MY own garden and not to worry about the rest of the junk! Invest in yourself, educate your self and make YOU your priority. The garbage in your life doesn't matter. Hope that helps you. Be strong and try to find something nice to do for you! -
BTW, Happy New Year!!! May 2008 bring you loads of self realization and courage!!!