08/28/07 11:38PM

So I dont know why but my back has been hurting again. The only other time it was hutting like this was when I got whiplash in january. And my neck has to. So I dont know whats up with it. Maybe it's because of stress. Because my life has been pretty crazy. With school and who knows what. So hopefullt it will get better so i can move on.

But other than school, nothing much has been going on. On friday I have to go to my counsleor. And what fun that will be. I hate going there. It's the same thing every week. She tells me I am doing to much and that I need to slow down. And I really don't believe that thats the right thing for me now. I feel like I need to keep moving and keep myself busy instead of dwelling on what has happened in the past. I have yet to have one session where we don't talk about me and my dad. And she is the one that brings it up and someimtes I just really dont want to talk about it, and when I say that she just thinks I'm mad and that i"m in denial. And I trully hate when people say that about me. They Don't know my life they don't know what has actually happened so I don't think they have the right to judge me.

So sorry about the rant and everything, I just need to get that stuff out sometimes.