What is up all my peoples? I'm back and i'm more excited than ever now days. I am by the way THE GEEK SQUAD SENIOR at my bestbuy in clarksville, IN. WOOOT!!! I just want to let you all know you are amazing... just keep it real.

What is going on amigos? Ya.... I haven't posted in a while.... myspace tends to work a little better. Same basics, different execution.

Well life continues on here in Indiana. The birds chirp, the days grow shorter, and HOLY CRAP its gettin cold. As many of you i'm sure dont know I am now working at BestBuy, still at Restonic, and going to school.... that's right i'm a freakin beast. I do, however, prefer the term NINJA. Just a head up for all, rachel and i have broken up. For more info why dont you just ask her,rachelsclub. Also another heads up, I will be making a road trip down to florida at some point in january. I'm gonna go visit my aunt Bonnie, and also Matt Johnson...if you know these people do not let them know that i'm coming, its a suprise. Also my sister is having her baby around the end of january so i'm gonna see if there is anything i can help with. Well if anyone wants to hang let me know. And i will catch you crazies later.

Sup guys. Just figured i'd let you all know what's goin on. Right now it is about 5 in the morning in South Carolina where i am with my girlfriend and her parents who are all asleep except for her dad who is outside for some reason. I woke up due to the fact that lights were being turned on and off and lights tend to bother me when i sleep. Things are going good in general. I was sic on the way here though and threw up once in the car (don't worry it was in a bag) and once here in the condo. It's a nice place. Fripp Island is the name of the resort and its pretty sweet. Still working on gettin all my FC paperwork done and its dragging along. I have to print out all of my forms when i get back home. I know that Rachel is sad that i'm going and i can't blame her. I'm sad to go but i know i'll be a better person for it. I'm gonna miss her a ton. I'm gonna miss seth and the rest of them alot too including my parents but i'll miss Rachel the most. I'll be back every few months though so it wont be that bad. Well i'm gonna go play WoW now so i'll catch you guys later. Peace.

well things have gotten better. Not gonna explain what happened. Just know that i am now much better off than i was a week ago. Catch you guys later.

Ya know. I'm not sure that i'm really here right now. I just feel alone. Ya know, sometimes in life you just feel that way. Doesnt matter if you have tons of friends or a girlfriend, brothers or sisters, mom or dad. You just feel alone. I have only felt this way a few times in my life. One being when my mom had cancer and almost died when i was younger. My head is still all constricted and what not. I'm just falling apart at the seams now. My life is slowly becoming nothing. So what people ask me to do things at work or school, I just don't really feel I have a purpose in life. No this is not a suicidal ranting. I'm not gonna do that cause that is just stupid. I just haven't really felt needed recently. I haven't really felt important. I'm replacable to everyone. If I just got off my computer now and just left, in a while life would go on as normal here. I may be missed for a while, but not for a long time. Just as with business, I am replacable. When I really feel needed maybe then i will honestly believe that my life does have a purpose, but recently I haven't felt that way. At work it was said that anyone there was replacable. My parents I know would miss me. My friends may miss me for a while but they would eventually forget about me and go on. Well ya. That's about it. No fancy sign offs this time. Just bye.