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yeah so this is gonna sound completely emo, butttttt...
I WISH I LIVED IN HOUSTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not always just sometimes. like right now. ive been reading EVERYBODYS pleonasts and all i read about is "i've had the best time of my life these past couple of weeks, this is the best summer of my life so far" and im just extremely jealous of you all! You guys dont know how good you have it. I have some Christian friends up here but NONE i go to school with, i dont get to hang out with them outside of church all that often, and if i do its just with kristi, laura, and luke. dont get me wrong i LOVE living up here. i just wish that i lived closer to houston so that i could experience all these amazingly fun times too. jealousy is a butthead and its getting the best of me. i dont know what im gonna do if i dont get to see my houston buddies this summer f'real! you know you guys give me the BIGGEST spiritual high, u encourage me more than anyone else, and i love you all very very very much. i TRULY miss you all, i have been missing u since last summer when i left to come home and i really hope somehow someway i get to come see you guys this summer!!!
i hate growing apart from everyone. i was cryin the other day (i know im lame lol) and i didnt know why i was crying lol and then i started thinking about it and i realized how much i've grown apart from my camp friends. i use to claim people like katie lucas and greg wardlow my best friends and i still do claim them to be 2 of my best friends but i really havent REALLY talked to either of them in over a year and we all know how much can happen over a year! i feel like i try to call people or email or just get in touch and stay in touch with people and sometimes its going good for a little bit but then it dies down and we arent really talking anymore at all...idk it all just really makes me sad when i get to thinkin about it bc you all mean the WORLD to me. ok im done being emo lol i just hadddd to get that out there. i guess growing apart from people is a part of life...i just wish it didnt hafta actually happen.
I WISH I LIVED IN HOUSTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not always just sometimes. like right now. ive been reading EVERYBODYS pleonasts and all i read about is "i've had the best time of my life these past couple of weeks, this is the best summer of my life so far" and im just extremely jealous of you all! You guys dont know how good you have it. I have some Christian friends up here but NONE i go to school with, i dont get to hang out with them outside of church all that often, and if i do its just with kristi, laura, and luke. dont get me wrong i LOVE living up here. i just wish that i lived closer to houston so that i could experience all these amazingly fun times too. jealousy is a butthead and its getting the best of me. i dont know what im gonna do if i dont get to see my houston buddies this summer f'real! you know you guys give me the BIGGEST spiritual high, u encourage me more than anyone else, and i love you all very very very much. i TRULY miss you all, i have been missing u since last summer when i left to come home and i really hope somehow someway i get to come see you guys this summer!!!
i hate growing apart from everyone. i was cryin the other day (i know im lame lol) and i didnt know why i was crying lol and then i started thinking about it and i realized how much i've grown apart from my camp friends. i use to claim people like katie lucas and greg wardlow my best friends and i still do claim them to be 2 of my best friends but i really havent REALLY talked to either of them in over a year and we all know how much can happen over a year! i feel like i try to call people or email or just get in touch and stay in touch with people and sometimes its going good for a little bit but then it dies down and we arent really talking anymore at all...idk it all just really makes me sad when i get to thinkin about it bc you all mean the WORLD to me. ok im done being emo lol i just hadddd to get that out there. i guess growing apart from people is a part of life...i just wish it didnt hafta actually happen.