I'm happy.

at 03/28/09 3:02PM
I'm happy for all my friends who have either fallen in love and gotten engaged or are just happy with thier boyfriend or fiancé. I am truly happy for them. I love to see the smiles on thier face when they think about thier boyfriend/fiancé. I like listening to them talk about them. It's really nice to see them all so happy.
Then sometimes I wonder when I'm going to find the right guy or when the right guy is going to find me.
Then I also feel kind of lonely cause I feel like I've become second rate to some because thier life is only able to hold so much. Each day has only 24 hours in it and a lot of it is consumed with work and now the remaining time is spent with boyfriends.
I'm not sure if there is a place for me in this new era.