I've had kind of a ruff week. It looks like we will have to wait till next year to get a house. It really looked like we could get one and I got my hopes up... I know better then that! Seems like everytime I get excited about something it doesn't happen. Billy is so annoyed with the whole process.
Then this morning my scooter would not start so we are down one vehicle.:( so not feeling good about that.
As a result I've been doing a lot of thinking this weekend and I think I will go back to schoolnext year either in spring or fall. I decided to go for accounting. I can have the degree in 2 years taking 2 classes a semester. I want a real job so bad! So anyway that's what's going on with me
at 07/22/09 6:43PM
I am frequently dissapointed in myself in regards to keeping house. This week is that way. It's not a disasster aera by any means, but I can do better. Anway I cannot seem to deal with clothes, I just have this mental block about folding and putting away clothes. I don't know why I hate it so much. I have a small pile of clean cloths in the living room right now, and more in the dryer waiting for me when I get home. Ok sorrythis is so boring :) in other news it's getting closer to starting the process of getting a house. Are first step is seeing how much we quilify for, which we'll probably know in september. Then we can focus on the house we want. So I can't wait to start the process! I haven't lived in an actual house since...uh...since I was about 7-8 (and it was old ugly and in a bad neighborhood). Since then I've lived in trailers, "modular home" (expencive trailer in our case), cars, a tent, and several aparments! So I am SO ready to get a hhouse! Infact it seems like an all too far away impossible dream, and I'm continully trying not to get my hopes up. Anyway if the day ever comes me and Billy will have the biggest party (and we'll actually have enough rom to invite everyone at once :)! Ofcorse we might not have much furniture but we'll be more than willing to share our floor :) anyway peace out I got to get back to work
at 04/30/09 9:13PM
We got some new pet fish today. We had 3 guppies but they looked a little lonly so we got 2 glow fish, a bright green one and an orange one. We also got 2 other fish one gold one and one silver one with pretty long fins but I can't remember what they're called, I've never seen them before. They seem to like they're new home. :) I still want to get some neon tetras but they were out. I want to get some more decorations for the tank later too. Now I just got to figure out what I'm getting Billy for our anniversary! :)
at 04/15/09 12:42PM
It amazes me how fast time flys. Everytime I turn around its a new day, a new month, before I know it another year has gone by. Lately it seems like everyday is the same go to work get home get up and go to work again. I have so much I want to do that never seem s to get done.
I have this picture of the kind of wife I want to be and I feel like I fall short of that. Thankfully Billy is always supportive of me and doesn't expect as much from me as I do from my self. But I still feel dissapointed in myself sometimes.
I want to be up early every morning making breakfast, streightening the house before going to work so its all or almost done when I get home at night.
Does anyone else do this? I am getting a little better, but I'm not consistent. I guess I need to just suck it up and get out of bed in the morning.... working 40 hrs a week 50 counting the hour lunch plus driving time sure leaves you with NO TIME left!
at 01/29/09 11:32AM
I"m SO excited about moving saturday!!! I still have a lot to do , mostly cleaning and throwing stuff out. I have just about everything packed I just did a sketch of the uhaul and are car with all are stuff and roughly where everything should go... I'm either bored or alittle ibsessive,,,probly both. It drives me crazy to be at work when I have so much to do at home! I just can't wait till we get moved into are new place and get unpacked and settled in :D
And I thought Billy didn't want you to have the scooter anymore!? It's been forever since we talked...