"Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever." Hebrews 13:8
For this, I am so thankful, and I praise God. One the other hand, I am NOT the same, which I am also thankful for...
I don't even know if people still read my posts, considering I haven't been on here in over a year, but here it goes...
I am a senior, ready to graduate, and literally, I have a world of opportunities in front of me, but it's intimidating and thrilling at the same time. I see God's will and His providence in my life, and unfolding out in ways that I never thought possible. I also have seen His providence dash what I thought was best for me in relationships, plans for my future, and probably any other facet of life, He has found a way to correct my thinking. In no way is that meant to sound disrespectful or spiteful, God saw my needs, and showed me HIS way is FAR better.
This has led to a lot of growth on my part that I thank the LORD for. If I had not gone through these experiences, I may not have seen my deeper need for a stronger relationship with my Lord. I wish I could let others totally understand the things I have learned, but those things are not explained to the best capacity over a written piece. (I will make clear, I have been blessed and honored to have the family that I do, so from a young age they emphasized purity and modesty, so as a young adult, I did not have to struggle on that front with relationships. I struggled more with objectively viewing peoples' hearts and where they were before God.)
I will say that, I am grateful that God has helped me learn these lessons before I am completely thrown into the world all on my own. The future has limitless possibilities at this point, so I have little to say about what I will be doing or going. Your guess is as good as mine, but, I will say that, I am more aware now than EVER how EVIL Satan is, and how he really IS everywhere. The spiritual warfare is everywhere around us, and even in us. I often liked to view my home as a "sanctuary from the world" but, I have seen that more than ever, that Satan doesn't come in the form of an overly explicit movie (he can, but that's generally not his 1st move) but, he comes in the form of a catchy song that has some sinful ideas about violence and sexual impurity, or even just living in a slothful self-glorified way that is prideful and selfish. Video games, movies, books, music, pictures, the internet, Face Book, even becoming obsessive over fashion, can lead to a sinful life. I have seen these "innocent forms" of entertainment totally destroy people. Satan gets little strongholds in our heart and hardens them so that we can't feel sin anymore. Then it spreads like cancer. Before you know it, you're doing things you never thought you would ever do, and sin not only is against yourself, but God and you hurt others along the way.
We are soldiers. This world is our battle field. The bible our sword. Our boot camp is the bible. Our strength, found in prayer. We need to get up everyday and train ourselves when we feel like it, and when we don't feel like it. I admire Nehemiah, and how it seemed that at every opportunity, he would pray to the Lord for guidance, strength, praise, or to save him from his enemies. King David was very similar in this way as well, and in the end, this strengthened both David and Nehemiah's relationship with God, and led them to be the men we admire today. The "pray[ed] without ceasing.." and this is something I aspire to do as well. They delighted in the Lord and His word.
So, I'm just still trying to grow. Still trying just to serve, and any guidance, advice, criticism, and encouragement is very welcome. :)
Remember, we're not home yet, and our adversary, the Devil, is roaring like a lion seeking whom he may devour.
In Him,
Kaitlin ♥
I don't even know if people still read my posts, considering I haven't been on here in over a year, but here it goes...
I am a senior, ready to graduate, and literally, I have a world of opportunities in front of me, but it's intimidating and thrilling at the same time. I see God's will and His providence in my life, and unfolding out in ways that I never thought possible. I also have seen His providence dash what I thought was best for me in relationships, plans for my future, and probably any other facet of life, He has found a way to correct my thinking. In no way is that meant to sound disrespectful or spiteful, God saw my needs, and showed me HIS way is FAR better.
This has led to a lot of growth on my part that I thank the LORD for. If I had not gone through these experiences, I may not have seen my deeper need for a stronger relationship with my Lord. I wish I could let others totally understand the things I have learned, but those things are not explained to the best capacity over a written piece. (I will make clear, I have been blessed and honored to have the family that I do, so from a young age they emphasized purity and modesty, so as a young adult, I did not have to struggle on that front with relationships. I struggled more with objectively viewing peoples' hearts and where they were before God.)
I will say that, I am grateful that God has helped me learn these lessons before I am completely thrown into the world all on my own. The future has limitless possibilities at this point, so I have little to say about what I will be doing or going. Your guess is as good as mine, but, I will say that, I am more aware now than EVER how EVIL Satan is, and how he really IS everywhere. The spiritual warfare is everywhere around us, and even in us. I often liked to view my home as a "sanctuary from the world" but, I have seen that more than ever, that Satan doesn't come in the form of an overly explicit movie (he can, but that's generally not his 1st move) but, he comes in the form of a catchy song that has some sinful ideas about violence and sexual impurity, or even just living in a slothful self-glorified way that is prideful and selfish. Video games, movies, books, music, pictures, the internet, Face Book, even becoming obsessive over fashion, can lead to a sinful life. I have seen these "innocent forms" of entertainment totally destroy people. Satan gets little strongholds in our heart and hardens them so that we can't feel sin anymore. Then it spreads like cancer. Before you know it, you're doing things you never thought you would ever do, and sin not only is against yourself, but God and you hurt others along the way.
We are soldiers. This world is our battle field. The bible our sword. Our boot camp is the bible. Our strength, found in prayer. We need to get up everyday and train ourselves when we feel like it, and when we don't feel like it. I admire Nehemiah, and how it seemed that at every opportunity, he would pray to the Lord for guidance, strength, praise, or to save him from his enemies. King David was very similar in this way as well, and in the end, this strengthened both David and Nehemiah's relationship with God, and led them to be the men we admire today. The "pray[ed] without ceasing.." and this is something I aspire to do as well. They delighted in the Lord and His word.
So, I'm just still trying to grow. Still trying just to serve, and any guidance, advice, criticism, and encouragement is very welcome. :)
Remember, we're not home yet, and our adversary, the Devil, is roaring like a lion seeking whom he may devour.
In Him,
Kaitlin ♥
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Amen