I am no longer the author of my life. I had once thought that I was in control. No matter how much outside/external influence there was, I was still the one making the decisions, making things happen and making my life. If I'm in control then there is no one else to blame but myself when things go wrong. I know I've said this before but sometimes I need to say it a few times in order to get it ingrained in my head.
God is an incredible author. He and His invisible pen and paper – tells our stories and takes care of us. Just sit back and watch the story unfold. Stop worrying about what's going to happen next and trust that the author is brilliant and loves us and will always make a fascinating story with a happy ending.
looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith…
1 Corinthians 14:33
For God is not the author of confusion but of peace, as in all the churches of the saints.
I feel so redundant and somewhat ridiculous. Every time I have written blogs I say how busy I am and every time I do it again I realize that I am more busier this time than I was the last time I wrote. School has been much harder since I’m getting further into it and I’m taking a full load of credits to try to get done faster. This takes up so much of my time – I barely have time to breathe. Add the priority of my girls (which always comes first), and my job along with the other million of things that need to get done and you get me.
Everyone – please do NOT worry about me or my girls. We are handling things just fine – things are just crazy busy and I appreciate everyone’s respect and understanding of my busy life as well as my desire for privacy. Just because I do not have time, energy nor desire to share my business with everyone – does not mean that I am struggling, falling away or having problems. We are all doing very good spiritually and otherwise. Thank you all for your concern and willingness to help.
I created the below online survey for my class. It would be EXTREMELY helpful to have you complete this for me. Feel free to pass on to friends and family!
All answers are completely confidential!
To take the survey please go to this link:
P.S. It should bring you back to a log on page at the end of the quiz - you may think it is trying to sell you something - it is not. Just ignore it. When you've answered your last question and hit "submit" your survey is done - even though it doesn't specifically say so.
I'm planning another jump from a plane. June 2nd in East Troy. My step brother and 3 of my friends are doing it as well. If you are interested ... let me know. The bigger the group the bigger the discount. It is usually about $180 - we can get it for about $150 - $160 per person depending on how many join us.
I am pretty set on the idea of living in California. Not sure how or when or where but it's calling my name. Maybe in like 5 years or so.
In my more recent future I want to go on a relaxing, tropical vacation somewhere with someone I like to be around. Maybe around the end of June. Any ideas where?
I will probably be going skydiving again in May with my Step brother when he gets back from India. Tandum this time - so I can enjoy the ride.
Off to work now!
Love you all!!! Have a great day!