11/17/08 9:48PM

Ok, I'm going to start posting on pleonast just for the sake of writing something.
Expressing my thoughts.

These are going to be very eclectic and random, but bear with me. This is mostly for my benefit, so completely ignore them, if you want to. Although, I would love to talk to you. :)

At this point in my life, I'm somewhat euphoric. It's like I'm on ecstasy, I'm feeling a happiness that has no basis in reason. But maybe that is happiness, the lack of reason.

I'm feel like I'm standing on a line, one foot on one side, the other on the other. I know which side I will eventually be on fully, but I'm not quite sure how to move that other foot. I'm almost scared to move it. I worry about what will happen, what all ready has happened, and I worry about what I could've prevented from happening.

People are too hard on themselves sometimes. I've realized that not everything is my fault. Not everything is your fault. Not everything has a rhyme or a reason. There are coincidences. People often don't stop to think how their actions affect those around them. Some people think that they are completely selfless and only help other people, when in actuality they are self centered, and self seeking.

Different times during the day, I feel like I'm in a completely different world than the one I was in just an hour before. Completely different faces, completely different feelings, completely different sounds, completely different concepts, ideologies, and completely different kinds of emotions.

So...yeah. Just thought I'd start this back up. I need to get back to a literary analysis I neglected to write this weekend. It is on Shakespeare's play "Othello". It's quite an excellent play. Very exciting. I recommend it.

Everyone be happy now. :)