Wisdom that is undeniable.

at 01/07/11 1:40PM
I have come to such a better understanding of God's infinite wisdom and finite understanding of this world and it strengthens my faith when I read His word and learn about this world. The beauty that is undeniable is His wisdom and His love that eternal and everlasting is something I am only beginning to grasp. I have learned confidence and what it means to have conviction in God's word and how to divide His word much better than before. After a analyzing the word of God for problems and fallacy, God has shown me through His word that no one can prove without a shadow of a doubt that there is no god, or that the Bible is flawed. Plus, we are finite beings. We can't see everything and understand everything; only God can. I have a much better appreciation for the verse that says, "thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me". Only can God give comfort and correction that is best for us and only God can provide what you need in a way that is just what you need for where you are in life. I have learned more fully how to love others and tell them they need to change at the same time. All of this is because God is omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent. That is beauty only His child can understand and even that child can't understand fully. I am so so so thankful God gave me time to question and learn and then time to come a state to not doubt Him again.
  • bfourjokers
    Do you still get on her presto. Its been awhile....how have you been
    by bfourjokers at 02/12/13 9:57PM

Just to let you know

at 08/20/10 11:56PM
I know I have written some weird stuff lately. Its just a poetic way for me to express my thoughts about things going on in the world and it always seems to be rather dark. This world is a dark place and come to grips with that is important to me because it will help me not desire to stay here but motivate me to be the person God wants me to be. Have you ever heard the saying,"Be the change you want to see".... or something like that. Well being a christian is only change that will change anything for best and in the right direction. No political movement, no ideology, no secret or public knowledge, no philosophy, no science, no man or anything else can make the difference the difference a christian can because a christian has the truth which should show him the attitude and customs to keep as a servant the One True and Living God. I get angry or sad because all of the above categories sure can mess things up, even if they are just slightly off target, or just slightly wrong. Ignorance of the truth and/or misuse of the truth sure does mess things up and the fact that God has allowed us to do what we will shows me how far we as sheep can and do stray. Just thought I should bring some clarity.
  • res_cogitans
    I did some experiments and all that weird stuff I wrote below I suspect came from a depression caused by an allergy to milk. I took out milk a few times and then would try it again and I'd get the same result. I don't know what in the world is happening to cause such a reaction but I believe its the cow's milk I was drinking. I do soy milk and I have no problems at all............... So the moral of the story is...... milk = psychosis.... :p

    So in honor of milk causing serious issues, here is a funny video.http://www.youtube.com/user/DeutschOnlineLernen
    by res_cogitans at 10/09/10 4:31PM
  • brownie
    soy milk has a lot of estrogen, so be careful. Rice milk or Almond milk, I think, are better alternatives.
    by brownie at 11/15/10 10:54AM

Unneed Hope

at 08/03/10 2:08PM *
To believe in these people without justification clinches and torments like a canker on the walls of this hopeful belly. No hope can be rested on their head for lack of a spine, lack of truth and loveless appetite. The lies, the fear, the control and the tactics bring them to their knees as they rise to the top of the summit of corruption. The anger burns to see the beauty of the world that is cut down, consumed and to regurgitated for the rest of us. The blessings given only come from the Love that is true and pure. Without that, there is no hope at all.
  • brownie
    rejoice in those blessings! :)
    by brownie at 08/05/10 6:42PM
  • res_cogitans
    Definitely! Without them its very bleak out here.... as well it should be.
    by res_cogitans at 08/07/10 12:53AM

Imprisoned

at 06/01/10 12:12AM *
The iron bars of my mind clinches me within a cell of apathy. The blooms of illusion feel like thorns of a rose bush. The thorns bleeds me dry only to make me aware that knowledge is to act. The need to act requires a reason to act but reason escapes the prison in which I dwell. This dilemma renders my tongue speechless, my muscles atrophied, senses infected, ears suspicious and the will stupefied to shallow, weak, frantic motives of senseless notions. Trust can only defy the bars that bring me to bondage. The cycle of vicious deceit withers when I trust upon careful deliberation. In the end, I must learn to swim in this ocean of chaos and uncertainty. But I must trust and decide to swim or the bottom of these water I will reside, imprisoned to my own sorrow.
  • brownie
    wow! Despite the dark tone, this entry is quite poetic! You are an excellent writer; I always love your analogies. I wish I could fix your problems!!! I will pray for you. If you ever need to talk, you can call me!
    by brownie at 06/01/10 7:17PM
  • res_cogitans
    Oh. Well I am not really having a problem. I am just putting in words thoughts I have about things. I see where I am in life and see that I have improved but I am still lame at this point I am currently. We are all at levels and we can never stop going to another level, which means we are more lame at the level we are at now than the next coming. These dark words are to paint the picture of vanity we are trapped in. Only trust can in God will help us survive in this life. That must be our drive in life. Make sense?
    by res_cogitans at 06/02/10 8:16AM
  • brownie
    Yeah, that makes sense.
    by brownie at 06/02/10 12:17PM

The Lord works in mysterious way....

at 05/15/10 10:30PM
...I can't be sure what mysterious things are soon to happen but I can see already how things are moving around and can see new lessons soon to be learned and new situations soon to be realized.
  • ominie
    Is your last name Scott or Jackson? Because for a looong time, my friend list has you down as "Preston Scott" O.o

    ...by the way. The Lord's mysterious ways are wearing me out! lol But He knows best.
    by ominie at 05/16/10 10:07PM
  • ominie
    Sorry I got your name wrong! Some reason it always confused me, and I don't know why. Is your middle name Scott?
    by ominie at 05/17/10 1:52AM
  • brownie
    So today at an artshow, a lady needed to get passed me. She said, "excuse me". In response, I said, "thank you." LOL! Did you steal my brain preston?
    by brownie at 05/20/10 6:06PM
  • brownie
    oh... that's right! ;)
    by brownie at 05/22/10 7:36AM