so it has been a little over a year since i posted something and when i went back and read my last post it made me laugh because i knew as i was writing it that i was having a panic attack, but its so funny to look back and see how GOD helped me and how everything worked out great! I have lived in Houston for almost a year and it has been one great ride. I am living with a great family down here and next week i move into an apartment with my new friend Joanna! We are super excited and looking very forward to decorating the place. I have hit a lot of road bumps in the past year and i am still having to get over some pain. My grandmother died 7 months ago and it is something that hasnt really hit me until recently. I just recently broke up with my boyfriend of a year because he refused to accept the truth and that has been very hard on me especially since i cant be with my mom or dad right now (the two people who comfort me). But other than that life is going great, finals are here and im really nervous for them but i found out i only have three more semesters before i can student teach and graduate, i love the program i am in at school and am having fun meeting new people down here in this great CITY.
I'm not gonna lie... I'm really stressed right now. Finals are in a week or two and I'm pretty sure I'm not doing so well in my Special Populations class (which is a requirement and part of my major courses)! I also found out the other day that i wont find out if i have gotten into U of H until after this semester is over... due to the fact that they need my transcript from AC and i wont have one until the end of this semester, and i really hate not knowing if i'm in or not. I also technically have only two months until i move to Houston and honestly i dont think i'm ready yet! I have no place to live and i have no job! So i'm really stressing about that.... I have to be out of our apartment by next week and i have no time whatsoever to pack and get things moved. I'm just all sorts of losing my mind right now and i just really need some time to calm down and relax.... I hope everyone else is doing well and i can't wait to hear how everyone is doing... Ya'll have a great day, week, and year :)
just stopping by to say hey... real bored... got lots of things to do... only 3 more months til i move to Houston... YAY!!!! cant wait
So things are finally starting to look up... My grades are getting better, Im getting more sleep, Im feeling better, My job is better, and my friends are some what getting better (even though i just decided not to care anymore)... but all in all things are really brightening up for me. I still need help from time to time and Im still struggling to be the Christian i need to be, but I finally did realize i have a problem and im trying to fix it... I ask all of you to please keep me in your prayers cause im still struggling a bit. But i really want to thank you, mom and dad, you sure have been a huge help to me!
I'm so ready to move to Houston! I want to get away from Amarillo and away from everything in it. I'm so tired of not having any CHRISTIAN friends my age around! I know that doesn't mean that i will when i move but at least there's a possiblity! Ughhh.... i wished it was July already!