WELL. ALL I DO IS WORK IT SEEMS LIKE. BUT NO MONEY, SUCKS HOW THAT TURNS OUT HAHA. I LOVE WHERE I LIVE AT TIMES, BUT SOMETIMES I WANT TO SCREAM. ITS QUITE HARD LIVING IN A HOUSE WITH A LESBIAN COUPLE OF WHICH ONE IS A DJ AT A CLUB I LIKE. BUT I JUST PRAY AND STAY IN MY ROOM AND READ MY BIBLE AND IT WILL ALL WORK OUT. I'M STILL VERY SINGLE, WHICH ALSO SUCKS HAHA. BUT I GUESS IT'S GOOD BECAUSE I AM HAVING ALOT OF HEALTH ISSUES. I HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH (DEEP BREATH) HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, LOW CHOLESTEROL (THE GOOD ONE), ANEMIA, DIABETES, AND OCIPITAL NEURALGIA (SWELLING AND IRITATION OF THE NERVES IN MY BRAIN). IT'S BEEN MISERABLE. BUT I AM TAKING 12 PILLS DAILY AND I'VE CHANGED MY DIET. HOPEFULLY IT WILL GET BETTER SOON. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THE RAIN PUTS ME IN A BETTER MOOD, SO WE WILL SEE.



IN CASE YOU DIDNT KNOW I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL NEICE ARIANNA AND A HANDSOME NEPHEW JONAS WHO ARE JUST PERFECT AND A SISTER WHOS PSYCO HAHA

Well, I am working back in collections, about to move into a place in Jacksonville, and I am an aunt again :)

well, its almost here! I am very excited! I have many plans for the new year. #1 get all this court stuff behind me. #2 go back to work #3 go back to college. I have been doing very well with my daily devotionals and my tuesday night classes with burt. I have been faithful at being at church (except when contagious!) I will be doing weight watchers and drug rehab(outpatient) and bridge builders with cindy from church. all of which will help me get vocational rehab to pay for my lap band surgery. health wise i am doing horrible. Hurting all the time, barely can breath, standing only happens for a few minutes and my leg is bad from the cat bite, but i know with hard work and prayer i can loose the weight and not only will i be healthy again but i will be one hot mama!!! hahaha. I hope everyone has a great new years. be safe! I will be singing my heart out with my church family!

ok, so, It's funny, anytime things are good, I go to myspace, when things are bad and I need help I come on here. Tell you something?? Or should I say tell me something. Well, I made a boo boo (thats the nice way of saying screwed up) I went to a guy Burt at church for help and guidence and have agreed to do a bible study once a week and I am determined to make it to church. Please everyone keep praying. I am determined to not go back to drugs. Unfortunaty I havent not done other stuff anyway. Please pray love you all

Ok, so I need my Christian friends to stand behind me. I am having a hard time now. Don't worry, not drugs or drinking or anything, just down. I am trying to work a few things out and it's kinda hard. Church has taken a backseat lately, and I didn't notice until I went this morning and 3 people jokingly introduced themselves to me. I realized that in the last 1 1/2 months I have only been twice. I just need everyones prayers, and honestly, a nice hug and hello when I am at church would help alot. I need my family: blood and religious to surround me.


Thanks