Wow.

Are you feelin what im feelin??

:)
Ash

This week, but especially this weekend lol

This weekend has been me crying. Me laughing till i cried. Me being upset and sleeping. me jumping up and down and iono its weird lol.

I got a fone call and i really almost cried it was amazing!!

Then i got all bummed out again

Then i made a fone call

and i was happy!!

its crazy.


well i love you all!!

~ashtastic

This is you
And this is me
The song we never got to sing

You and Me
And hearts that soften
The words you said
Are not forgotten

Its 3 A.M.
Out in the rain
You know I'd do it all again

If i only knew where we were going.


Yours Truly

Growing Up is Hard.

The End.

I love you
Give someone a hug

love
ash

Can we talk this over, at least just for tonight?
I asked myself one hundred times why...
Did we even bother? Why did we even try?
But I miss you more than I did before,
I showed you my heart and you showed me the door.
Your subtle hands, I'm catching wind how insincere are your finger prints.

Some things I may have taken for granted again and again,
well here's what was said then

Hold your head high heavy heart.
So take a chance and make it big,
Cause it’s the last you’ll ever get.
If we don’t take it, when will we make it?
I make plans to break plans,
And I’ve been planning something big, planning something big, planning.

I’ve never tried to make the best of my time,
When I thought that I had plenty of it.
Is this serious?
I don’t know what to think.
Is it all a lie?
Well one thing is for sure
I'm taken back to the glory days
When we were kids without a brash or bitter thing to say.

Now my life is one big make it, or break it.

I dont appriciate the lack of comments.

Today was good.

The end.

Ash.

Today wasnt really BAD necessarily
It was just so long.

I mean sure ive had things to think about and work out and stuff.
But its usually just ya no one thing at a time.
Theres a few things, and theyre things that mean a lot to me.

And its all like inside of me. Its all personal things. kinda like a fight with myself. haha. if that makes sense.

its kinda getting to me.

But im still happy.

Cause none of it is BAD things just hard to do i guess. I DUNNO.

i love you all!
ash

This won’t mean a thing come tomorrow
and that’s exactly how I’ll make it seem
Cause I'm still not sleeping,
thinking I’ve crawled home from worse than this

So please, please
I’m running out of sympathy
and I never said I’d take this
I never said I'd take this lying down

She says
"come on, come on, let’s just get this over with”
She says
"come on, come on"

You always come close but this never comes easy,
I still know everything

You always come so close...
I still know everything, I still know everything, I still know...


I never said I'd take this lying down
I never said I'd take this lying down
I never said I'd take this lying down
but I've crawled home from worse than this

If it's not keeping you up nights
then what’s the point??