"Till tonight do us part."
"Your Own Disaster"

Just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

And I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
'Cause I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

And I dare you to forget
the marks you left
across my neck
Now I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

And I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
'Cause I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple

Today was
Not the best day ever
but of course, i was at KCS and its pretty impossible to have the best day ever there.

Love to you all!
~ash

Go Play ouside! It feels AMAZING!!

A teenage vow in a parking lot
Til tonight do us part
Love
Fall Out Boy

Natural Highs

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or st rawberry).
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach.
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS
24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 26. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner.

27. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

28. Playing with a new puppy.

29. Having someone play with your hair.

29. Sweet dreams.

31. Hot Chocolate.

32. Road trips with friends.

33. Swinging on swings.

34. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

35. Making chocolate chip cookies.

36. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.

37. Holding hands with someone you care about.

38. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.

39. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.

40. Watching the sunrise.

41. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

42. Knowing that somebody misses you.

43. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

44. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

Love Day Sucks
Lol ok so not really THAT much.
It made me happy how sumone went a LITTLE out of their way to make my day a little better.
But thats kinda actually everyday.
;)

--------------Girls-----
-----------are like apples-----
-------on trees. The best ones----
-----are at the top of the tree.----
---The boys don't want to reach---
--for the good ones because they--
-r afraid of falling and getting hurt.-
-Instead, they get the rotten apples-
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples up top think
something's wrong w/ them when in
-reality they're amazing. They just--
---have to wait for the right boy to
---- come along, the one who's--
----------- brave enough to----
---------------climb all--------
---------------the way-------
--------------to the top-------
-------------of the tree.--------
He says: your the apple on top that i want


Keep your head up
Ash

Matthew 6:21
For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Wow i came across that verse today and it was pretty amazing.
I mean for the past month or so i have just felt so empty, and i just couldnt figure out how to fill it. i tried a few things but they just didnt work.

The emptiness i feel is because, my treasure is NOT here.
I mean i know that ultimeatly my treasure and my home is heaven.
But this verse just makes me realize that there is more out there for me than what i see right now. And once i find my treasure, it will all be worth it.

Hangin in there,
ash

And i don't know much but i found you here
and i cannot wait another year
don't know where you're coming from but you're coming soon
Happy Valentines Day