WED NES DAY
I think tomorrow I will begin my search for a new/second job. Last week I got about 30 hours of work, and this week it's gone down to about 8. I have my college loans set up in such a way that they'll be paid off in 9 years, but I would really like to reduce that to 1-2 years...therefore, I may be welcoming fastfood back into my life. It's not the most cherished of my dreams, but since God has blessed me with a way out of Bueno, and 3 good months at Sonoma, I feel much too blessed to complain about the negative side of things.
At first I was just ashamed at the idea of entering again the greasy fast food industry. "Would you think less of me if I went back to fast food?" I asked Mando last week. He has a master's degree and works at a high school nearby as a band director. "Of course not," he replied, "I would be proud of you for working hard." I guess then that my only hesitance is to re-visit the frustrations unique to fast food: selling customers low-quality products and so quickly that the customer service is 3 out of 10. This might be avoided if Chik-Fil-A will hire me, as their food is typically high quality (not healthy, but high quality) and their customer service so amazing that every once in a while you just want them to back off and leave you alone hahaha
In other news, I have been ridiculously busy with Bible study. Monday night I must have studied the qualifications for Elders for about 5 hours. I was amazed by how quickly the time went by. I was really struggling to figure out what "husband of one wife" means in its entirety, and as I expected, I came back to my original and most basic conclusion yesterday. The difference is before it was a gut reaction kind of conclusion whereas now it's a string-of-reasoning-conclusion. "Ok," I can say now, "I haven't reached my conclusion because it's 'safe' but because it makes a lot of sense to me." I am still confused about 1 Tim 5:9, but that's not about elders, but widows (it's just that it uses a similar phrase).
Good for you on your studies! And I think it's really cool to hear that you and Mando are doing stuff like that together! I will try to pray that provides a good route for your income needs, sister.
And, yes, Runza is still around. I haven't been to one in years though, so I can't say how good of food they have. :P If I want food from a local chain, Pepperjax very likely flattens Runza anyway, because Pepperjax is that good. :)
However, as a friend, I would encourage you to expand your horizons. Don't feel that you're limited to fast-food (something you've tried and obviously didn't like very much). Try banks, offices, schools.
Banks need tellers. Offices need clerks. Schools need substitutes and classroom aides. Terrific places to get a foot in the door. No, you don't have experience in these places yet, but apply for the entry level stuff anyway because, well, you have to start somewhere. Try not to let nerves stop you from pursuing something new! A lot of times we build things up in our minds to be a lot scarier and harder than they really are (something I've fell prey to in the past). You have a bachelor's degree, which makes you desirable employee - you are smart, honest, and friendly. Don't sell yourself short, friend! God has blessed you with talents. :)