at 03/04/10 9:43PM
I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I wouldn't be calling you friend
It's killing me that now that day has come
If it's for the best then where is this pain from
I know deep inside that this is what I had to do
but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
I'm trying my best to appear strong
but it's hard when part of me says that with you is where I belong
I still love you with all my heart
that's not going to change even though we're apart
You were my first best friend, the person i always went to
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss
All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true
But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you
I think you need me as a friend to help you through
because there are things I can't control that are hurting you
Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be
but for now please don't forget me
Even though I'm not your friend I'll still be here
With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear
at 02/27/10 9:16AM
Time, is going by, so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes
Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
at 02/23/10 6:58PM
Who is the last male you talked to through a text?
Keith
Do you remember your dreams?
if they are good enough
Who sits behind you in math class?
no one :)
How many times have you gotten detention in school?
none:)
Did you wake up before 8am this morning?
yepp
Do you wear eyeliner?
Mhmm
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
ehh i have lost so much but im thankful for what i do have :)
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
not really
Have your friends ever randomly stopped by your house?
all the time haha
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
plenty of times here recently
Do you like fruity or minty gum?
Minty.
Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
yeah
What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Chicken.
Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
nope
Who was the last person you slept next to?
sarah
Have you ever talked back to a teacher?
haha yeah
What did you last cry over?
a boy who isnt worth it...
Have you ever been suspended?
nopee
Have you ever slapped someone across their face?
haha no.
Will you be married in the next two years?
not planning on it
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
keith? i think
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
minee
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
noo
Do you like to cuddle?
uh huh
When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
ummm today!!
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Today haha
Could you go a day with out eating?
yup
Do your parents force you to go to church?
no i love church.
Has anyone besides family ever told you they love you?
haaa yeah. liess...
Ready to spill your guts?
umm sure
Are you going to be 100% honest?
i guess
Are you generally a happy person?
Mhmmm
Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
snow but never been in one:(
Whose car did you ride in last?
daddys
What color shirt are you wearing?
pink :)
Has anyone recently told you something you didn't want to hear?
mhmm :(((
Have you ever felt like someone of the opposite sex truly cared about you?
yeah. i was way off i guess...
Do you own a desktop or a laptop?
bothh
Is there anyone who doesn't like you for no apparent reason?
hah yeah
Are you a mean person?
nope. im one of the nicest ppl youll ever meet
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
No.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
definately
Is there anything you want pierced?
nah
Do you want a tattoo?
No.
What catches your eye more? Eyes or smile?
eyes
Do you like your parents?
Yepp