Once loved you. Put you on a shelf. You were awesome i needed no one else. We would talk about anything and everything. Its was insane because i told you things that i thought but never dared to tell.I aided you in your troubles was an extra shoulder. You asked me for help so i gave it to you. I gave you the best advice that i could. Yet you kept welcoming ths desease that was slowing killing you. Then one day i realized that all of my wisdom was being wasted. You were not listening. I could not bare to see you get hurt. Yet it hurt me to be tossed away like an old worn out diary. You tell me all your hearts desire. Then leave me when i ask you to chose. Take the new,pretty,eager to please or the well worn,loyal,wise. You chose the first. My heart feels like someone pull it in a blended and pushed crush. The pain,ach and sadness is till there..but you are not. I know i'll be O.K. And everything will be fine. But right now all i can do is take day by day,love my family and friends. Most of all trust in the Lord and be consumed by his love.

Are we marbles in a bag? A bag of marbles to be played with whenever someone is bored. Twisted Amusement. Perhaps we are worthless pawns in someones morbid game of chess. To be traded for something better. A shiny prize on a shelf for someone to show off and make them selves perfect. Only feeling better about ourselves when we knock someone else down. Are we everything to ourselves but nothing to everyone else. Are the pats on the back really slaps on the face. Do we wake up everyday to only find ourselves looking in a mirror of hypocracy. Putting on a pretty face to hide our true image.
Or are we the fallen whom have risen. Trying to be the best we can in this crazy world. Do we live everyday to serve God and know that EVERYSINGLE thing we have is through him. WE are so lucky just to wake up each morning to a brand new day, and take a deep breathe of freedome. Half-full or half-empty? We must stand up and be the leaders of this word, letting our eyes sparkle with love. God is love, WE MUST BE THE SAME. Remember everyday we effect someone elses life. How do you want to be remembered?

HEy guys,

Kust asking for prayers Im stuck in the middle of Ms.Rita and would appricate prayers.

Loves and Hugs........................Sis

Hey everyone

Hope yall are having a supurb day....i can't spell by the way so there will be many grammatical mistakes a.k.a english mistakes.
Ok i have alot of cooler pictures but there on my phone so if anyone happens to know how to sweet talk my phone into letting the computer see them it would be appricated. Well i got to miss school today for a volleyball tournament. It was nice...the missing of school not so much the games (long story) I AM A SENIOR... life is good. Im looking forward to breaking free of the chains of this imbreed town. I was watching this show last night and this guy was able to talk after being in a coma for 19yrs. Trully amazing but it was sad because he has a daughter who is 19yrs old and he doesnt even know her. Ok that was my tear for the day...i have a hanky and some nose drops if u might require them. I have good news...I have left something at the tournament as a reminder to them that i was there. I was laying on my back on the floor and i got really bored. I kept shooting my ponytale up in the air until *get this* it stuck to the ceiling. I know I know i shall never be forgotten. Well im prob just writting to myself but who know maybe someone will read this . ANyways if i am just writting it to me...its supposed to help with my emotinal problems.....WAIT ELVIS DONT LEAVE ME ELVIS YOUR MY DADDY.................

i dont love you anymore
you turned out just to be a bore
thought i was ready to settle down
to land my feet on solid ground
i was just having fun with you
now its time for something new
did you actually think i meant it
the love bug has bit
come on and be a good sport
the mission has ended and its time to abort
i have dug my hooks in long enough to leave a scar
i dont want you anymore
come on now
you know love doesnt lasr
dont worry tommorow youll wake up and youll feel better