the green room has been conquered.

this is huge, people!



and now...

...the rest of the house...

the majority of my spirit will stay like a child forever. im pretty sure of that.
i don't think i'm old,
but i have hit the age
where bad things are happening on a regular basis.
death, sickness, tragedy.
and this makes me feel old.
old, tired, and helpless.

all of you who are in florida right now...

i hope you are having a fantastic time.

wish i was there,

and hopefully one day i will see you all.
maybe before the 20 year :)

i am in a whirlwind.

i need things to slow down.

but it has finally snowed.

things have been crazy.

but i'm excited. i actually have a few extra days off next week.
it's like a "christmas vacation."
sort of.
unfortunately, it doesnt work out for me to spend extra time in ohio,
but we will be hosting chris's family's christmas.
and it's gonna be wierd, the first time without his mom,
but it will be nice to spend extended time with his family.

hopefully, i will also have time to watch all the christmas movies i want to see.
i think tomorrow will be "a muppet christmas carol."
or "while you were sleeping."
depends on how girly i'm feeling.