instead I think I'll blog. So... This thing got me in alot of trouble and that's why I haven't been on. Needless to say my brother and I aren't talking. It sucks. I try not to think about it but I do. Alot. Oh well. I apologized and I know what I said couldn't be taken away by an apology but he should understand that at the point I wrote that I was under so much stress I had an emotional breakdown right in the middle of campus. I guess he didn't care about that though.

Anyway. School's about to start again and I've changed my plans yet again. I want to go to grad school so I'm looking into all of those kinds of things. There are a TON of books I want to read before I even attempt the GRE. I'm graduating early in December of '09 and then hopefully moving to NYC.
Sorority wise everything is amazing as usual hopefully everything for Rush will work out like I need it to. I'm planning a few other big events too which will put me on the path to being an executive officer and maybe (fingers crossed) president. Anyway I better head off to work. So I'll catch ya'll later.

So. Here's a quick update on my life lately:

Got that office. I'm the Philanthropy Chair of Alpha Delta Pi and I'll tell you it's not an easy job but somebody's gotta do it and I get it done! So. Yeah.
I'm now an English Major. ♥ IT! And I declared my Russian Minor on friday.
Found out after this summer if I only take 12 hours a semester I could still graduate in 5 semesters without taking any more summer school. How amazing is that?! I'm not graduating early though. I'm going to take a nice long semester in Russia and a good long internship too! Score!
I'm in a band. I play keyboard for well... we're still working on a name.
Oh yeah! I've been taking piano lessons. Which are going quite well and reminds me I need to practice tonight.
Sorority is going great obviously. I'm also in charge of a whole day during formal recruitment next fall. Ya'll probably don't know what that means but I'm important. Let's just leave it at that.
Anything else you wanna know just ask! But I'm back. Maybe infrequently but I'm back.

Current Status:
Feeling...Hoarse(yelled alot at an event I participated in for my sorority plus I think I'm getting Sick)
Emotional...Semi-Stable, more like ApatheticMental...getting better but still RockyRelationship...Single not by choice, but Content for now
Physical...Working on that, my abs are Sore

So. Last Sunday I was dumped out of the blue.

I was most upset because I had trusted him and was duped. Once again. Then being upset about losing him.

I also felt really dumb because I wasn't expecting it at all. And I felt like I should have caught on or gotten a clue.

Then a few days later I was over it completely, which surprised me, so I thought duh, God wants me to hang out with my girlfriends more and concentrate on more important things then boys, like friendship, school, and leadership.

So now I'm dun over it. (I know what wonderful grammar, it was for dramatic effect therefore excusable.) And I'm already talking to a new guy. haha. It won't be anything serious I know, but he's sweet and fun to be around so why not have fun right now?

Sorority stuff is going amazing. I'm running for office soon. I'm going to be making some tough decisions here soon. So I'm going to lay them out for ya'll...
To go to Russia or not to go to Russia(right now at least, I'm most defintely going eventually)
To run for an Exec position and live in the sorority house or not to run for an Exec position
To take these classes or not to take these classes
To date Harrison or not to date Harrison

... I liked this post. It was more directed than my others have been. lol. I miss Emily. How was the party dearheart? Call me soon first love of my life.

A note to someone in particular...
I know you're reading this and I don't care. This is a blog, a place where you write about how you feel and what's happening in your life. If this is the only way you'll see what's going on in my life great read away. If you can't handle the truth then quit reading it.

Anyway. Now to my blog for today. I'm feeling very much so overwhelmed right now. I'm going to have to work very hard to bring up two of my grades to B's before the end semester and all the drama with my family isn't helping anything. Plus this weekend and all next week I'm going to be driving back and forth to Liberty for TVE. It's ochen ploho(very bad in russian). Anyway I skipped one of my classes today because I was so upset and crying too hard to be of any use. (I skipped Russian which I'm making a VERY high A in so it's okay. I promise Mom Sanford.) There's too much going on right now and too much of it bad that I feel completely overwhelmed. And being overwhelmed makes you tired and sad and cry alot. It sucks. End of story.

My best guyfriend in the world, Chris Ripps:
We're too cute!
Amanda is someone I can always turn too. We're goofy.
Coolest couple ever:
My ADPi Diamond Family:
We unknowingly made the same exact face. haha.
Two of my boys, showing their love to me on my birfday!
Enoch and I watch the Price is Right on Tuesdays and Thursday.