imma need you to either text me or message me on myspace. call me?
i dont care..you just left me and forgot all about me i knew this was going to happen..but i dint think so soon!!

PLEASE...the 1st time that i went to church after you left..i was very very sad that you wernt by my side to sing next to me and let me use your HIGHLIGHTERS!! lol!!

but i love you very much!
and dont for get about me!!!

KiM!
Love you!

I cant believe im about to say this all,

but i think its about time you know!....

i guess you could say,....

we've had our ups and downs ....

our fuss and fights ....

i guess thats why i keep my guard up so strong,....

because i dont want to go through another down.....

i dont want my emotions talkin over.....

so i keep them bottled up in side like a message in a bottle lost at sea.....

This feels so right, but then again i felt all these feelings to many times before, and it was all for nothing.....

im looking for a soulja, one who will put it down right and give me the love i need to breathe.....

I know that our friendship will be foreva even with us moving to the next step.....

but its just the thought of loosing you forever that kills me most. ....

it may seem that i act like i dont care or i dont show how im feeling,....

it just b/c i've been hurt so much in the past that i dont want my feelings to be walked on anymore.....

and im not ready to go through that pain again.....

im done with all the little middle school games, thats just not me.....

I swear i would cater to you, like everyday is your day.....

I got somthin to relax you, when you under stress....

all i need is your ok.....

its so hard to control myself when your next to me,....

all of these feelings got me in disbelief.....

Im starting to really think we need each other,....

but am i just fantasizing on what i wish could be or is it real?....

you gatta understand that im lookin out for me. ....

i would give you my heart but im afraid you might just rip it apart.....

understand I've heard every word a boy has to say,....

thats why its so hard for me to believe a boy when they say things, like how they feel for me, b/cs it all the same and none of it is true.....

i wish i could say heres my heart take it but you see why that just cant be.....

I cant get you outta my head ....

ill be thinking about you and not even realize it?....

crazy!?....

I miss you.....

Everyday i cant see you its killing me inside to be with out you.....

Even though my girls told me not to listen to a word you gatta say or to go with you, theres just somthing about you i just cant stay away from??....

from your laugh to your smile, to your walk and your style ....

you like a bad habit that i just cant brake....

i need you, im so addicted to you.....

i've never felt this way before.....

and to be honest its scarin me. ....

i don't even know how to express the way i feel.....

your the lyrics of my song, or the words to my rhyme.....

my life is nothing with out you.....

with any other i would have been done.....

moved right on to the next one.....

but i just cant shake you off. ....

I'm tryin to make a difference in us.....

but is this all for nothin?....

i just wish it wasnt so hard to love you.

Im really excited about this weekend..
not really the drive i dont really care cuz imma be a sleep in the car!
[Gary and Chelsea!!] lol! ")[so dont try to talk to me!] haha
but no really im happy to get away! and be with some christians!!

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Excited!!

I wont be able to go to camp this year....
:'(
Was really looking forward to going. Aunt and uncle coming down for the summer, on the week of camp!

sorry guys but thanks for trying to get me to go!!
Love yall!
KiM!
")

I LOVE God!