so ..
ive learned soooo much the past couple of weeks about myself and others.
- i should not be trusted with blow dryers .. somethings bound to catch on fire.
- my friends are always here for me but not as much as my family .
- death happens .. and when it happens to me i don't want anybody to be sad .. rejoice in the life ive lived.
- valentines is "singles awareness day" what spells out sad .. haha
- things work out with time
- if you shoot 100 free throws your bound to get better everyday.
- if you want to sprint give it you all and were you cant sprint anymore run and when you cant run walk but whatever you do don't stop.. finish what you started.
- set a goal for your life.. with out goals there aren't great accomplishments .

so right about now im kinda confused .. life is full of these stupid games that i dont want to play (drama) . i hate the 5 letter word that causes so many problems. it always begins with "he said" but "she said" and always ends with "whatever" or "im sorry".
personally i think relationships are almost POINTLESS in high school.. saying your going to marry the person you date your freshmen year is RIDICULOUS .. then theres these "understood rules" about breaking up ..

1. if the girl breaks up with the guy then hes fair game after about (2 or 3 weeks}
2. if he breaks up with her .. hes never available unless you want to loose your friend .
3. if your the reason that they broke up then you deserve what ever label they give you
4. dating your ex's best friend is off the list too .
5. you talk "positively"about the guy then you "supposedly like him".
6. every different situation has different rules; like
if she broke up with him for a reason and claims she doesnt like him but feels bad about breaking up with him .. but wont let go and just wants to be "friends" with him bc she cant stand seeing him with somebody else .. HES NOT AVAILABLE .. haha

these are just a few of the unwritten rules .. but when i get frustrated is when a girl has 3 guys who like her and she cant make up her mind about them but when 1 guy stops and is talking to me then she gets mad at me .. im just confused bc she broke up with him and is "talking" with her ex .. its stupid and immature and im just getting sooo frustrated from it cause loosing a friend over a guy isnt worth it but the tension is still there.. when she did that to another one of her best friends without realizing it .

LIFE is COMPLICATED

it SHOULDNT be this bad

i guess let TIME take its COURSE
and live my life by Gods terms and itll work out.

PROVERBS 31:30 .
charm is deceitful and beauty is passing but a women who fears the Lord she shall be praised .

hey guys ! man its been a while .. umm wow i dont even know what to talk about now .. so my holidays have been going GREAT ! we had a good christmas and then we left christmas day to go visit both grandmas in mississippi and the big MO .. then went on to the liberty bowl .. may i mention GO DAWGS !!!! i got to see a lot of my friends from missouri which was fun ! hmm what else ?? been busy the past week with traveling and spendin the night with friends and new years !! still healthy and alive so no complaints ! thanks for the birtday wishes along time ago .. and well umm i think thats it. love yall ! and maybe i can update sooner this next time ..

o and if you could when you visit my profile leave who you are whether i think i know or not :) thanks ! mucho lovo ! kewii

so this weekend was fun and bad .. Friday i had volleyball practice after school then Brooke and me went back to her house and spent the night . then Saturday i went to my friends party .. it was really fun .. but then this morning around 2am i woke up and didn't feel so good and started to throw up :/ to much info i know . and i didn't get to go to church this morning but i got better and went tonight :) but that was my weekend .. and i miss all my f.c friends ha ha .. just that id throw that in :P Aubrey i will call you soon i promise !

ok .. so are preacher is moving to Vestavia to preach there :( so if you know of anybody who is looking for a job or is interested let me know !!! we need tons of prayers too ! thanks ! keel