YAHHHHHHHHH I got on.
School. Problems. Girls. Drama. Grades. Pressure. It all happens. Take a trip to farragut.
Farragut isn't full of a whole bunch of stuck up preppy kids. Actually, most of it comes from dysfunctional families(I presume). I hope so. Yeah I only miss a couple of ppl from Kcs but still. One doesn't even miss me. I am posting this to tell her I'm sorry. Sorry for whatever I did to hurt your feeling, pride or emotions. I didn't even try or mean to. It just happened and now she doesn't talk to me. Oh well. She prolly isn't even gonna read this. None of it matters.


I miss you guys a lot. I'm fitting in OK at farragut I guess. No one absolutely hates me so I'm good. It actually isn't that bad except for the constant cussing. Still, That still makes KCS better (in one way:)). Hmmmm.... I've made a lot of friends worth having. Tons of them aren't even in my pod though. So that basically sucks. Still, I get to see them in special areas at least!

Still. Libby. I think about you and Janie all the time. What good friends you've been. Our uhh.... "club". I miss it all, but still not bad enough to go back. I hope chris is doing okay In New Jersey. I haven't even talked to him since the last day of school. Still, I hope hes doing okay cuz from what I hear, its a real rathole of a town. I'll holla when I get the chance

Well I went to church camp and hillbrook and fascyn's house and to Hilton Head..... not been home in a month.anyway, Its been great! I'll see yas later


-Jarode

The same thing you always did... you know, Have your life ruined by teachers and stuff... the usual.

I dunno... I just can't see myself going in any paticularly *good* direction. *sigh*

don't be sad, theres nothing we can do up to this point.

I am leaving

-Jarode

Yeah. You guessed it (maybe not...)

I got a new email!



Dabeast121@gmail.com


With happiness, mondo boredness, mucho lurv, and fatness,

-Jarode

I cried so much tonite, probably the longest I ever cries in public. I still am (sorta) while I'm writing this but I just wanted to tell you guys where we'd be w/o the Morphys...

Ryan would never have come to KCS. The thing that struck me the most. Think about it. We never would have met Ryan. That made me so mad whenever I just said, "goodbye.... I'll miss you". It sucks knowing that I never would've known my best friends, And Only saying a simple goodbye when pardoning. I'm pissed.


Chris has been one of my good friends since last year... not one
to talk to, just someone to hang around and crack jokes with. Its pathetic hes leaving not even knowing how much he means to me. He'll never even read this post!!!(crap now I'm crying again. :( )I'm so sad. Hes always been so funny. I've never even exactly understood his strange love of pudding.

Basically, He died. The only way I have of cotacting him is through email, which I casn only use at Zacks house, (btw, hes leaving next year) so thats not a strong option. I guess I could go to Jake's house if my parents let me. (where am I going w/ this?)

I dunno. I'll miss him so much more than any of you could comprehend (you can still imagine it if you want). Ryan. You always were one of my better friends of which I've been able to
relate with. I never would have known you w/o Chris. I know he saw you cry. He knows you miss him. He doesn't know I do.

I'm angry at myself for not spending as much time as I should've
with him. He was always... there. I never expected him to just...



Leave.

Hes not coming back and theres nothing I can do about it. I wish I could've told him how much I missed him.

-Jarode