10/25/05 12:59AM

just when i think i'm over him... i'm not. i keep trying to tell myself that i don't, i convince myself, and then i see him, and i can't help myself. two years. two years! two years, i've waited. i can't take it anymore. one date is all i got. no phone call. and now... and now it's so clear that he still likes me. i keep pushing him away. i don't want to have to deal with the knowing, not knowing, do i, don't i, will he, won't he? so, fellow pleonasters, i am admitting to you, that i like this boy. I like this boy! Then why don't I do something since he isn't? I'm a stupid girl. Well, I'm tired of being that stupid girl who sits around waiting for that guy to hold her hand, and tell her he likes her too. I won't be that stupid girl anymore. Even if it means getting hurt and looking like an idiot. It's better than living the life an idiot and hurting now. I'm going to march right up to him, look him in the eye and ask him what he's waiting for, tell him I can't wait around forever.
  • geddmor2life
    yes thats a good move! there is no better time than now. waiting around is a waste of time.
    hope it works out.
    by geddmor2life at 10/25/05 1:42AM
  • stlcara
    AH! wow we got Miss Independent here. Well, I don't know what to tell you other than good luck and I hope things work out. You know, I know, and the whole world knows I've been in that situation before too :) by the way i miss you a lot, thanksgiving is in ONE MONTH.
    by stlcara at 10/25/05 9:53AM
  • gostl07
    Oh wow honey! I love you and I hope it goes well!
    by gostl07 at 10/25/05 10:42AM
  • nightwalker
    I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13I can do everything through him who gives me strength. whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
    by nightwalker at 10/25/05 11:26AM
  • saberhagen27
    Jenn, I love you too, but I'm married, so I don't think it'll work out. I'm sorry to have to break your heart.
    by saberhagen27 at 10/25/05 1:44PM
  • blink05
    AMEN SISTER!! You are definitely preaching to the choir on this one! I LOVE YOU!! Call me if you wanna talk!
    by blink05 at 10/26/05 12:58AM
  • chunkalunk
    i love you jenn. and if he doesnt realize how good he has it he must be messed up... cause you're hot and awesome!
    by chunkalunk at 10/26/05 11:30PM
  • jenniefer
    unfortunately danny's comment was deleted because it brought nothing but negative energy to this hopeful and uplifting post. thank you. .warning. unnecessary remarks that do not encourage and only cause doubt will be deleted.
    by jenniefer at 10/30/05 12:32AM
  • geddmor2life
    i said "only awesome" because... uh *thinks up sumthin fast* um.. "hot" was not an adequate word to describe how much of an ideal and attractive female you are.
    by geddmor2life at 10/30/05 1:29AM
  • blink05
    Jenn, I knew thosoe were the words, but I wanted to do it my way!
    by blink05 at 10/30/05 8:50AM