Been a long time

at 09/24/09 1:32PM

Hello everyone. I hope yall are all doing good it has been a long time since I have talked to most of you.

I am just working and working right now. Seems to be most of my life. But life is great.

I am working and working too. Fun times...haha.

by windham4life at 09/26/09 1:30AM
Hey, you are still here. Hope all is much better in your life.

by nonniiam at 09/28/09 12:03PM
Miss you girl, glad you are doing okay and where did you move to? I hope to talk to you soon. ((hugs))

by lauraroseborough at 10/01/09 10:30AM
I know! Miss you girl :)

by windham4life at 10/04/09 7:42PM

03/12/09 8:19PM

Life is great thanks!

hey

by vanessa_1993 at 03/14/09 2:29PM
Chloe wants to know if you are truly happy. She just asked me that! We miss you.

by tortilla at 03/18/09 9:51PM
You are better???? Yay!!

by nonniiam at 03/27/09 7:22PM

03/09/09 1:14AM

@}~~~

wondering how you are...

by jamiemmoon at 03/09/09 8:32AM
Is that a flower for me? hehe :)

by windham4life at 03/09/09 5:42PM
I miss you!! Hope you doing ok....love you very much! Call me sometime!

by tristen at 03/09/09 9:09PM
Hello, sweetheart....

by musicmom66 at 03/09/09 11:17PM
glad to see you posted! I have been thinking about you!

by imnotblonde at 03/10/09 6:30PM
how's it going?

by sparker at 03/11/09 10:12PM

07/31/08 10:58AM

In the past 3 years I have gotten married moved far away from my family after 8 months of trying got pregnant and lost the baby. Then after a year and a half of trying again my doctors told me I was infertile and they aren't sure why. So i decide to go the foster care route and get the two most perfect boys I love them they love us they are my little boys and I couldn't have loved any two kids more and they got taken away from us. If I could imagine how it feels for your kids to die I think it would feel that way. Then I got 2 girls that even though I learned alot it was a very long and stressful 3 months. Then there is stuff in my marriage that happened that means I wont be married anymore and who knows what people have heard because I have heard different stories from different friends but just don't believe everything and maybe one day I will feel like talking about it and some may hear the story.

I am not doing this to get pity or anything I am putting this up here to tell yall to just be understanding for me right now. I love all my friends and family who have tried to help me throguh these things so please don't feel hurt when I say this but I just have felt so alone through these past 3 years. I know I am not the only one who goes through these things and I know I will always have some of you but you have to understand my heart hurts and sometimes it is just not that easy. I feel alone and empty inside right now and I am just trying to get through it.

I really do love everyone and I am trying and I want to thank everyone that is trying to help me.

I am just trying to wrap my little mind around all these things that have happened. Why my life dream has just gone down the drain. And please please don't say everything happens for a reason or there is a plan for everything cause honestly that doesn't help and I am not trying to be rude but after 3 long long long years of hearing this I think I am starting to resent those 2 phrases the most.

I really do love everyone please believe that!

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Sister! I want you to know that nothing I have said to anyone has been a lie. Only what I knew and not even all of it sometimes...b/c there are things I felt not everyone needs to know. I only want what's best for your soul and I have prayed, cried, and lost a lot of sleep worried for your soul. I love you so much and you are my best friend. You know I am amd have been here for you. I haven't said anything to anyone that I haven't said to you. I know your heart, and I know how strong you are. I miss you more than you'll ever know! Stay strong and don't forget that we have come too far to stay away from the things we saw growing up to give up now. You have my love, and my hand, shoulder, bed whenever need may be. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!"

by imaprettypenguin at 07/31/08 11:10PM
READ MY BLOG THERE IS SOMETHING FOR YOU ON IT!

by imaprettypenguin at 08/01/08 5:15PM
praying

by sparker at 08/01/08 11:27PM
there really are no words that will make this better...but Im here if and when you need me...even if it is just because you need a hug

by nellyuhoh at 08/02/08 10:37PM
Janis I will keep you in my prayers. Hang in there girl. Love you

by aggiechica at 08/03/08 9:57PM
I'm praying for you.

by giggles at 08/05/08 1:26PM
we'll pray for you

by campmagicman at 08/05/08 4:01PM
Hey Janice, this is Anita K. You have a lot of friends praying for you right now, and I know that you can get through these hard times, God has promised that. We love you!

by anutty at 08/05/08 10:56PM
I am praying for you as well. Although I obviously can not understand know that I want to and am hear to listen if you want to talk. My email is thekimbrels@gmail.com and my door is always open. I love you!!!

by imnotblonde at 08/06/08 8:13PM
glitter-graphics.com

by notcool at 08/11/08 2:34PM
remember us? we had fun times. we love you! come back!

by notcool at 08/11/08 2:34PM
What is your life dream?

by babyface at 08/11/08 7:02PM
I don't know anything about what's going on but I'm praying for you....Hope that helps.

by shutterfly at 08/17/08 10:33PM
Praying!

by blueeyes at 08/20/08 11:26PM
Praying for you my friend.

by bah at 08/22/08 12:44PM
Hi, I know you don't know me but I wanted to let you know that I am praying for you. Whenever I start thinking about how hard something is that I have to endure, I think about Christ or people who have it worse than I do. Christ bled and died for our souls. He went through the MOST painful and excrutiating pain before he died. He bore ALL the weight of the world's sins. I can NOT imagine the torment he went through physically, spiritually, and emotionally. God is sooo GOOD and He is EVERYWHERE! You are NEVER alone. He knows exactly how you feel and why. Let Him guide you and be your strength and your joy. Let Him fill your soul and you will never feel empty. He LOVES YOU!!!! If you look hard enough you can see all the blessings we have in each day. I'm praying for you!

by ambera at 09/10/08 2:46PM
Still praying for you!

by blueeyes at 10/11/08 12:13AM
I have really been missing you a lot. I love you so much. We are all praying for you. My kids miss you and ask about you. PLEASE call me or come over any time you want to...NOMATTER what time of the night!!! OXOXOXOXOXO Part of me is missing without you in our lives...

by tortilla at 10/21/08 1:23PM
hey this is chloe betsys daughter just thought that i would stop by and say hi

by vanessa_1993 at 12/27/08 2:18PM
Janis - I miss you and would love to talk if you feel like it.

by twogirlsmom at 12/31/08 10:11AM

07/30/08 1:29PM

boo!

Boo Who? Where have you been girl?

by dmv at 07/30/08 1:37PM
oh, you got me good! :)

by iamchriswindham at 07/30/08 2:43PM
boo

by sparker at 07/30/08 4:54PM
Tiff and I were just talking about you yesterday....wondering where you've been latley. :)

by dianna at 07/30/08 5:27PM
hey...you are alive. boo to you too

by jamiemmoon at 07/30/08 9:04PM
wow. i feel like i have lost a friend that i had for so long. i really miss you and am really concerned about you and Tony. We are praying for you every day.

by tortilla at 07/30/08 11:37PM
We have been praying for you! Miss you!

by blueeyes at 07/31/08 1:29AM

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