_Love is not about these things_

-1-Waiting for them to hurt you.

-2-Hiding feelings.

-3-Being proud.

-4-Cold feeling when addressed.

-5-Frown on the face.

-6-Allways feeling good

-7-Allways trusting

-8-Lying

-9-Cheating

---___--__--_BUT LOVE IS_--__--___---

-1-Knowing that they will hurt you, loving enough to trust again after being hurt.

-2-It is showing them every aspect of yourself.

-3-Loving enough to give yourself holey without worrying about the fear of rejection from peers.

-4-Its a Loving warmth in their voice

-5-Having the ability to make them smile (:pineapple:)(I am such a retard somtimes)

-6-Knowing that everyday wont bring beautiful feelings.

-7-Loving enough to trust again after being hurt.

-8-Loving enough to tell everything(keeping secrets is lying).

-9-It is trust in the person that they will think they act. You know that even if they doubt you or the relationship that they will allway love you.

Hey guys I made the 112 Jv wrestling spot for the spot and i will be having a turnoment saturday, and dont worry about me being deppressed cause I am more happy & secure than I have been in a long time. I love you all talk to you later. Remember GOD is faithful.

If_you_want_to_read_the_post_then_click_and_drag_cross_the_screen_and_you_will_see. I made a decision to do somthing today. wether it is was right or wrong for me, I new it would hurt sombody. but seeing as it did not hurt me directly, being a fool I did it anyway, now I have to pay the price. a very heavy price. I did not know that such a small decision could affect me and those around me in such a gigantic way, and this time the affect is harmful. the punishment is hard, and reality is starting to set in. I never knew it could be this hard. the pain is unmeasurable, unbarable, unkind, and most of all unknown to me. Somthing is getting ready to happen, I dont know what, and I dont know when, but somwhere out there it is waiting to begin. when will the pain stop, I realy dont know. I brought it on myself, and now I wish it to go. relief is at my finger tips, but relief I dont deserve. So I leave you with this, these strange and depresing words. signing off the feo rubio, yo muy muy malo. No te preocupes. Estoy bien en hora. hey_there_is_somthing_written you_just_have_to_look.

we got are wrestling photos taken, and now there on the web at if you want to see the photos of the team then get on (www.lakotaonline.com) then click athletics then click the Lakota West Firebirds symbol, then under winter sports youl see wrestling,
after you click that on the upper left hand side youl see "Rosters" get in there and you will be able to see me and the rest of the team, Kenny Touris is the team captain. and the ones i will have to wrestle off for the varsity spot at 112 is, Tyler Green, Ryan Fields, Ryan Peters, Bo touris, and mabey Derik Dooley.

there are a pretty good amount of camp kids that go to my school. and I already talked about how everybody talks different out of camp, thats understandable, but what i saw today was beyond that the person I saw was every other word was a curse word, talking about wanting to kick somebody's AA#$@. or rather have sombody kick sombody else's A#$@.
I was standing there the whole time (she didnt see)that person wasent acting like a christan should in my opinian, but i dont want to say anything to her because I dont know how the person will react. I mean if sombody is that far out there. Then how can I say anythng to them if they will not listen. I know that I am suposed to speak the truth and not worry about ridicule. but is it my buisiness? part of me says it is my responsibility to at least talk to the person, but on the other hand I dont know if I should mind my own buissiness and just let her go.
This is all very bad because there is a friend I met here (not from camp) that got saved last year and now is strugling with being a christan at school, she is avoiding every christan at school because a lot of people just found out about her dancing up on every boy insight at the Homcoming dance, ( I am not trying to get in to a debate over the whole dance issue, its not the point) it is seen as wrong by a few of our group so now that we know about that she feels like she cant be friends with me or anybody else at that is a christan at school. I never said a word to her and she is still trying to avoid me. I kinda saw this coming,from the begining of school she was geting alot of attention from all kinds of guys and she was not taking it well, this is her first year as a Christan at school and all her old buddys are pushing her to do a lot more than just dancing, I dont know if i should say anything to her cuase I do then all she is going to do is deny that she is avoiding us. I want to talk to her and let her know that i am not out to judge her or say she is doing wrong. but she wont talk to me, she treats me like cancer, when we were friends. (she has done other things but i wont mention them I this is all very dicouraging to me, so many people that i thought were untouchable, are dropping like flys, it seems like one by one the devil is managing to reach them, and to be honest it is scary for me, I am wondering what your thoughts on possible ways two address these people. they arent the only ones there are some on the wresstiling team to. please dont think that i am judjing any of these people. but i would appriciate your prayers and thoughts. thanks love you bye.

hey baby, i love you