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My post was deleted. Thank you all for all of your words of encouragement. I checked this page often and it always lifted me up. Not sure why it was deleted, or even who deleted it.
  • cdawg
    that stinks!!! hang in there bro :)
    by cdawg at 05/21/08 12:54AM
  • zorro7
    click the red temporary measure @ the top it explains it all. my email is [email protected]
    by zorro7 at 05/24/08 2:07AM
  • cdawg
    yer old post is back!!!!
    by cdawg at 07/10/09 11:03AM

First...

Hello. My name is______________.


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I can't bring myself to fill that line in just yet. It's truly not important.
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I'm depressed.
I was molested.
He stole my innocence.
I'm a guy.
I don't feel like one.
I'm not married.
I want to be.
I don't want to think the way I do.
I do not molest, nor do I have the desire.
I love my friends.
They give me value.
I don't want to betray that trust.
I would never, and have never, told them.
I wish I felt value without them.
I don't trust them.
I don't trust myself.
I obsess.

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Please help me. I pray that this is an answer to many prayers.
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  • ex_pat
    You are in my prayers. I agree with Troxel. If someone knows your area, they maybe able to find you someone close to where you live.
    by ex_pat at 10/11/06 3:32PM
  • blondie64
    You're in my prayers. I am so sorry that you had to live with the pain and sorrow. I hope you can get help so you can move on to trust again.
    by blondie64 at 10/12/06 2:25PM
  • eastside_kid
    I'm young and dont understand some of your pain like marrage, and i dont know u, but im praying for u. My advice? be strong in the Lord, Stay with Godly ppl, keep us updated on pleonast, 1 pet.5:7, ph.4:13. Hope things get better.
    by eastside_kid at 10/12/06 9:46PM
  • titansfan0827
    I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. I have no idea how you feel. All I can do is put myself in your shoes and it's still very hard for me to imagine. I'm so sorry and I'm praying for you. I add my agreement to the others, you need to seek some counseling and someone you can talk to about this openly. Someone can never put you down unless you let them. Don't let him define who you are, you define you. Look to God and you will find all that you need.
    by titansfan0827 at 10/21/06 10:00PM
  • i_am_a_sheep
    hello my names Libby. I'm here for you and so is God. Just talk to him or me:)
    by i_am_a_sheep at 10/28/06 5:20PM
  • cdawg
    hey man, i want you to know that i know that you can beat the monster :)
    by cdawg at 02/05/07 9:30PM
  • cdawg
    is there some way i can contact you?
    by cdawg at 02/05/07 9:31PM
  • cheryltheartist
    Male n Female marry on earth; in heaven we are without those roles of husband n wife; we are spirit. You are in my prayers.
    by cheryltheartist at 03/15/07 11:16AM
  • jenna818
    I'm sorry about what happened, I'll keep you in my prayers
    by jenna818 at 04/12/07 7:08PM
  • wildwoman
    yes......you are in my prayers
    by wildwoman at 04/16/07 7:50PM
  • skatebordingrox
    I am soooooo sorry!!!!!
    by skatebordingrox at 06/19/07 8:58PM
  • cdawg
    how's it going, check out my blog, i suffer from lust too, you're not alone, don't let satan pawn that lie off on you :)
    by cdawg at 09/10/07 6:31PM
  • cdawg
    by cdawg at 09/15/07 9:51AM
  • cdawg
    Jesus said "Come unto me all ye who labor and are heavy laden and I will give you rest." take Him at His word :)
    by cdawg at 09/15/07 9:52AM
  • cdawg
    how's it going? hope you are doing well. i know it can be rough feeling all alone around the holidays. i hope you find a ray of hope and cling to it for dear life brother!!!
    by cdawg at 11/07/07 8:31PM
  • cdawg
    by cdawg at 01/12/08 12:38AM
  • cdawg
    if you ever come back to pleo, my blog is 100% private. its a safe place if you ever want to come hang out, i would be glad. no one will mess with you there, if they do i'll bust their head :) thought you might like the above song. have you ever heard of ben harper?
    by cdawg at 01/12/08 12:40AM
  • cdawg
    how's it goin? wish you would come back to pleo. it would be nice to hear from you bro. praying for you.
    by cdawg at 02/08/08 9:24AM
  • zorro7
    am praying for You. Let me know what I can do to help. Galatians 6:1,2.
    by zorro7 at 05/04/08 11:40PM
  • zorro7
    my email is [email protected]
    by zorro7 at 05/04/08 11:41PM