So, a few blogs ago, I was mentioning how I was trying to figure out what was wrong with me and was having lots of different tests done.... in the end, my doctor said everything was fine.

SO, even though I was STILL having a low-grade fever, and STILL feeling run down, and STILL having unusual mood-swings (I take a med that helps with that on a regular basis, so it was odd for me to be having them.), the doctor claimed everything was fine and that I was probably just having anxiety issues. So he gave me some anti-anxiety pills and sent me on my way.

A few days of being on the pills, I was not as irritable and not as worried about things.... but was still having a low-grade fever and still feeling run down. My lab results from my blood work came in the mail - and I took a look at them and saw that my white blood cell count was labeled 'high' and in my doctor's own writing, he circled it and wrote 'normal for you'.

NORMAL FOR ME???? Why does he think a high WBC count is normal for me? Keep in mind I have only been seeing him for a little over a year and he doesn't have any other medical records. AND I have not had any other blood work done that included my WBC count. SO - AGAIN, Why is this 'normal' for me???

LIFE GOES ON.... frustration sets in and I start having abnormal bleeding..... OKAY! Time to see a gyno.

Had pregnancy test (urine and blood)- came back negative.
Showed her my recent blood work lab report - so we knew my thyroid was doing great and that there wasn't anything else except for my high WBC count and she read the doctor's writing that it was 'normal' for me and I told her that I was surprised he would write something like that without having anything to base it on.

Did the pelvic exam and found a lump on my right side. So I was sent for an ultrasound to see what it could be.

Went back to the gyno this morning and had one more blood draw to test my prolactin level - which is the hormone that makes your breasts enlarge and begin to lactate - which was another symptom I was having. So we wanted to rule out problems with my pituitary gland which is where your prolactin levels are managed.

She came in after looking at my blood work and ultrasound results and told me I have a recently collapsed ovarian cyst on my right side. She mentioned it probably collapsed during the exam on Tuesday, which explains why I started to have a dull ache there since the exam.

My body will naturally absorb the cyst, but if I begin to have a higher fever or just feel worse than I have been - she would like to see me asap.

So, I have learned a lot from this past month and a half:
1) Trust your instincts when it comes to your body.
2) Just because a doctor tells you you're fine when you don't feel fine - he could be wrong.
3) Find a new family doctor!
and last but not least,
4) My husband is the most wonderful man in the world! (which I have actually known for a very long time, but HAD to comment on this) He has been having to deal with SO MUCH over this time frame (smoking cessation, job stress, business travel stress, not-knowing-what-was-wrong-with-his-daisy stress) and still keeping his cool and being SO SUPPORTIVE AND LOVING! I LOVE YOU MICHAEL!!!!!

Take Care Everyone,
Daisy

Sometimes life can have unexpected turns and twists.

You may find that you like to live in the lime-light or that you like to be very private about what goes on in your life.

Speculations and assumptions, when countered with truthful information, should dissipate immediately.

With those thoughts in mind, I would like to make a comment about my Mom and her husband Bob.

THEY ARE MARRIED! I am very happy for them and extremely happy that my Mom has FINALLY found the right person. Bob is a wonderful husband and a great man.

Just because announcements were not made, does not mean a marriage did not take place. And they have been married for over a year now.

As most of you know, my Mom has had a couple of very heart-breaking experiences with marriages and when she found Bob, it is almost as if she didn't want to ruin the goodness by making announcements and having a public wedding. There is nothing wrong with that.

My Mom still has her own name - Mrs. Rebekah Darlene Powell.
Bob loves my Mom and respects her feelings about keeping her own name.

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It is sad when the people you love have to have 'proof' before they are willing to accept changes you make to your personal life.

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This blog was inspired by Paul.
1 Corinthians 13:1-13

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I TRULY LOVE ALL OF MY FAMILY UNCONDITIONALLY,
Daisy

Just an FYI for my loved ones...

Starting July 6th, the girls and I will officially be 'disconnected' from the ominous communications grid that keeps everyone on a leash.

We will be out in the country on an old horse farm, recharging ourselves after such a BUSY schoolyear.

The farm is on 20 acres. No TV. No freeways. No cellphone reception. No crazy schedules.

The girls will have their bikes, fishing poles, a swimming pool, and walkie-talkies! They will also be going on a treasure hunt that I am planning!

My mom and I will be doing some painting and tons of other things that we enjoy!

Anyway, thought everyone would like to know - I may put up one more post before then, but if not... it may be August before I post again!

Love to ALL!!
- Daisy

So, it seems like just yesterday that we were still in the month of May. AND NOW I look at the calendar and June is practically half over!!!! What happened!?!?!?

Update from our homefront:

Johanna is graduating from Elementary and heading to Middle School in the Fall. She is so excited and nervous - AND (for those of you who read her blogs a few months ago) found out about a 'secret' notebook of cute guys/girls, and she is on the list! So she is pretty thrilled about that!

Jessica is doing great, her meds seem to be in balance and we have taken a different approach with her behavioral therapy and it is working (at least for now!) She was honored with an award of being 'Most Improved' for the year!

Michael has begun his baseball season, so now we have games to attend, and I am the official scorekeeper/videographer. He quit smoking two weeks ago tomorrow and is doing GREAT! He was using a patch for a while and is now doing okay without a patch. He didn't go through too many mood issues - which was awesome, cause the girls and I prepared for the worst! Of course now we have to deal with Homer (my fluffy kitty) who LOVES to go out on the deck with Michael when he was smoking... so now, Michael goes out at least once right before bed, mostly to appease Homer but also because it was in his routine and it helps with the transition.

For me, I am trying to keep the house running - found out I am NOT dying!!! WOOHOO! Seriously thought I probably was and was very upset that the doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with me - which really helped me feel a lot better.... NOT! So after taking some anti-anxiety pills I am fine... all my tests came back GREAT - those included CT scans, ENT exams, and blood work. So I am just dealing with what some people deal with when they find out about the harmful effects of DHMO and try to figure out how to avoid it! Had to add that in here! Couldn't resist!!!

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WE WILL START FINE TUNING OUR 2006 REUNION HERE SOON, SO DO YOUR RESEARCH ON THE DIFFERENT CITIES.

LET'S PLAN ON HAVING THE ACTUAL REUNION ON A SPECIFIC DAY, PREFERABLY OVER A WEEKEND SO THAT WE CAN HAVE A HIGHER TURN-OUT.

AND OF COURSE WE CAN MAKE PLANS FOR THINGS TO DO BEFORE AND AFTER THE ACTUAL REUNION DAY - JUST WANTED TO NARROW DOWN ONE SPECIFIC DAY FOR ANYONE WHO HAS MAJOR HECTIC SCHEDULES BUT WOULD STILL LIKE TO ATTEND.

ALSO.... WHICHEVER SATURDAY WE CHOOSE TO HAVE THE REUNION DAY ON, WE NEED TO CHOOSE A CHURCH TO ATTEND ON SUNDAY AND I CAN MAKE ARRANGEMENTS FOR 'RESERVED' SEATING AND MAYBE EVEN HAVE THE CHILDREN'S TEACHERS PREPARED WITH EXTRA MATERIALS.

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Love to Everyone!
Daisy

May 30th, Michael and the girls had me open 3 presents - they were birthday buttons that I 'had' to wear ALL day on May 31st!

May 31st, before Michael went to work and the girls went to school, they had me open the rest of my presents - an ice cream maker!!! and of course, my favorite Bath & Body items!

Once I was alone, I went to Target and then to the mall - found some cool earrings!

Headed home - made sure to pick up items to make home-made ice cream!

Girls came home and we got dressed up to go out to dinner. We picked up Michael at the bus stop and headed to the restaurant. The waitress leads us to the area we would be sitting and says 'last table on the right'. I look down the aisle and don't see an empty table at 'the last table on the right', so look back at the waitress and then look right back at that very table and can't believe what I see!

My Mom and Bob are sitting at the table smiling and laughing and Michael is standing behind me grinning ear to ear! The girls run over and give them a big hug as I am trying not to cry!

IT WAS SOOOO COOL! Had NO IDEA about this - Michael had to keep this secret for a week! It was the best surprise I have ever had!

So, we ate a wonderful dinner at one of my favorite restaurants on a pier by Puget Sound and watched the sun set over the mountains as we left to go home for cake and ice cream.

My Mom and I stayed up until 1 A.M. watching a DVD I recently made and had a great conversation about current events.

It was a wonderful birthday! Still can't believe how old I am though!