GUESS WHAT?!?!?!

ACT SUCKS!!!!!!!
  • crackmeup
    no i wont be able to. working to much this summer for my car.
    by crackmeup at 06/30/07 5:29PM
  • clix
    .....
    by clix at 07/31/07 8:47PM
  • paint_head
    Dude you were not at camp that really hurt my Fellings
    by paint_head at 08/08/07 9:16PM

HeyHey

Well i just got done taking a phyics test and i pray that i didn't bomb it.

Whats up with everyone?

Well right now not much is going on with me. I don't know if i talked to any of you about my situation at work. How i got suspended with pay because i was being threatned by a girl at work. Hte dumb thing is that they suspended her to with pay to investigate. well all that is over now and guess what NOTHING happened of course. We both still work there and everything seems to be cool now.

Other than that just got ACT testing coming up. Next week i go to a seminar for the ACT test so that i will be able to get a better score. I am praying for a 30 on that. I would get some good scholarships to colleges. Also i am filling out aplications to summer camps for engineering. Right now i am going to two. One at Mizzou and also one at Rolla. So i am way excited about that.


Big news i don't know if i wrote about this earlier but i letter in academics. I got a 4.1 GPA. So i finally am able to get my letter jacket. Hopefully i will be able to get it when ever all this ACT stuff is over. All this teasting a prep classes are costing my parents alot of money.

Well that is the bell i will try to write soon.

Lauren
  • minutemade
    you mean 3 forget about FC?
    by minutemade at 03/02/07 2:29AM
  • minutemade
    hey you know your my best friend, and i love ya! call me LG
    by minutemade at 03/02/07 2:31AM
  • myself
    tell your sister that i said hi.
    by myself at 03/02/07 9:13PM
  • grady
    Hey, if you come to Rolla this summer you can visit us in St. James!!!
    by grady at 03/02/07 11:00PM
  • crackmeup
    Justin what do you mean 3? I don't get that. LoL! And about Rolla i don't think i am going now because i can't afford it, but if i do then i will deffintly visit you grady. And Justin you are my best friend too. Love ya!
    by crackmeup at 03/05/07 12:54PM
  • myself
    im confused, just tell ashley hi and that i got my drivers license
    by myself at 03/08/07 6:17PM
  • myself
    hi lauren this is jamie would you please ask ashley if shes going to camp and then tell me her answer but make sure that you tell her who the question is from, have funn with your phisics test t2yl
    by myself at 06/01/07 10:51PM

This May Be Good News

Well i went to church the past sunday. I am not going to lie i decided a while back to quit going because of personal reasons.

I can't say i think everyone has doubts at one point but i know alot of people go through them.
Me i decided not to go because i started to doubt wether my religion was the right one. There are alot of religions out there and i doubted wether mine was the right one. So i quit. I thought that if i spend my whole life trying to be what i "thought" God wanted and then come to find out that he didn't then everything was worth nothing.

Well you may be thinking well God can see what is in your heart and if you believe what you are doing is right and you do it for God he forgives your faults and accepts you as his child. And this is a really hard issue to believe for me.

Alot of you girls reading this went to camp with me and saw me grow with faith for God. It was easy for me to speak about my life and accpeting that my parents can not influence me. But coming back home was the hardest thing ever. My parents GREATLY influenece me.

I don't think you have any idea how hard this is. If i were to accpect that God will not take me into his kingdom if i don't study and go to church. Then i have to accpect that my parents will go to hell. I can't (won't) do that.

But i know i have to think about my life to and where it is going and if it is going the way i want it to and the way it needs to. I am not going to lie i had more pride and self comfidence as a christian. And i would love for that feeling back. But even that is difficult because i don't have a whole lot of christians around me.

Besides all this i said i had good news.....well like i said i am starting to go back to church so some of your prays worked on me. I am not going to say they are answered but are a work in progress. Another piece of good news is that i have planned on going to the teen study to be able to see you guys. Please keep praying and i love you all.

See you the third saturday of Jan what ever day that is. :)

Lauren
  • wigglewerm13
    Lauren! you are such an encouragement to me! I love you and will keep you in my prayers. Be strong and courageous!
    by wigglewerm13 at 01/09/07 4:21PM
  • denise
    Hey, just remember not only the influence they have on you but the influence you have on them. Keep trying -- in God's time. I love you, stay strong.
    by denise at 01/09/07 9:37PM
  • klovesmofc
    that must be a difficult obstacle to overcome. you really did grow at camp, and i miss seeing your enthusiasm! i will pray that you will continue to go to church, and to see you at the teen study! there is a gospel meeting posted on my page, check it out, maybe you could come! i love you.
    by klovesmofc at 01/11/07 5:10PM
  • paint_head
    Yo you still going to the lock in then?
    by paint_head at 01/30/07 4:43PM
  • crackmeup
    Yep
    by crackmeup at 01/31/07 10:59AM
  • paint_head
    sweet
    by paint_head at 02/09/07 6:37PM
  • wigglewerm13
    hey sweetie!!!just wanted to let you know that I really want to see you at the lock-in...we need to catch up!!!
    by wigglewerm13 at 02/09/07 9:49PM
  • crackmeup
    I will be there i wouldn't miss it for the world. And i am having a couple of people go with me. I am so excited. I miss you guys sooooooo much!
    by crackmeup at 02/11/07 10:53AM
  • minutemade
    I love you so much and i have so much respect for you after reading this it means alot! i miss you so much... and if you ever need to talk you know you can call me :)
    by minutemade at 02/11/07 7:05PM

Got A Question

Does anyone know when the lock-in is? I know it is in February but does anyone know what day it is.

Thanks
Lauren

P.S. I am so excited robotics is starting soon. And for those who have no idea what that means...that means the robotics team finds out what kind of robot to build and this yeat i think it is an underwater robot but not sure. But any way we start building it January 6. So excited. Oh and along with that i think i may be getting an interntship with a chemical engineer at my dad's work. First it will help get scholarships and second i get paid to do it. LoL! Just a little up date.

P.S.S. I miss you to Justin,Shelly,and Jillian!!!
  • madmonkey
    No I don't know when the lock-in is, but I wish I could go!
    by madmonkey at 12/18/06 2:38PM
  • minutemade
    hows my bestest friend doin?
    by minutemade at 12/18/06 6:44PM
  • denise
    Hey, it's Feb. 16th -- Britni W. b-day. But acually you would know this if you came to the teen studies! j/k Hope to see ya soon!
    by denise at 12/18/06 8:15PM
  • crackmeup
    yea i know i wish i could go to the teen studies. I should be able to go to the next teen study because i am taking leave of absence from work for robotics. But yea i already feel bad. Any way thank you for letting me know.
    by crackmeup at 12/19/06 9:55AM
  • crackmeup
    Justin your bestest friend really misses you. Love ya!
    by crackmeup at 12/19/06 9:59AM
  • minutemade
    good since were refering to ourselves in the third person tell her i love her too!
    by minutemade at 12/19/06 7:01PM
  • wigglewerm13
    lauren!!miss seeing you at the studies!i hope you're having a great year...and hope to see you soon!
    by wigglewerm13 at 12/19/06 10:05PM
  • lacylou_08
    forgive denise, she gets a little bold sometimes:)
    by lacylou_08 at 12/20/06 4:17PM
  • denise
    ahh... Lacy she knows I miss seeing and talking to her. And I seriously hope to see her at the next one.
    by denise at 12/21/06 5:49PM
  • myself
    hi louren
    by myself at 01/05/07 9:37PM

Been a while i know....

How has everyone been?

Miss you all and love ya all.

Lately i have been dealing with the new job which is alot of work but i get paid really well for what i do. I work at John Knox..it is a retirement home. So i feed all them old people. Other than that i also have alot going on in school. I am in the robotics club (yea i know i am a geek). And also just classes at school.

Sorry about not being able to go to any of the teen studies. I really do miss all of you and i hope that i will see all of you guys at the lock-in. Which isn't that far away.

Love ya
Lauren
  • minutemade
    you should call me!
    by minutemade at 12/05/06 8:36PM
  • cherrychapstick
    LOVE YOU GIRL!!!!!!! it;s been a really really long time since i've talked to you! i think it was at camp! me and shelly called you!! lol that was fun! i wish you could have been there! I've been really really bizzzzzzzzzzzy! well i'll ttyl!Love you!!!!!
    by cherrychapstick at 12/11/06 7:56PM
  • shelly14
    I miss Lauren!
    by shelly14 at 12/15/06 1:16PM