SEN10R !
that's all i gotta say , L0l : )
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lol. i love you nia!! -
loves you too !
to all .
wowzersss ! i haven't been on here faithfully since I left FCA, Lols. How is everyone doing? What, it's been like two years now, since I seen all the FCAers'. Brooks has been "OK". No the best HS, but hey... Anyways, lot of stuff I have been going through. THis summer, my best friend, more like a sister, Olivia Marie Jhonson, commited suicide JUL24/2009. I knew her since we was in diapers, and to hear that she was going through something so bad, that she thought taking her life into her own hands was the best solution, hurt me so bad. Some of you may not know, and it's something you don't really want people to know, because people are such a critic these days; I use to cut back in 6th grade, middle school was tough. through out 6th grade and now it's been on and off. But since my friend past away, because of slitting her wrist, I made a promise to GOD, myself, and her that I would'nt cut again, because it doesn't help what your actually going through. It just disguises what your really feeling, by another physical or emotional pain. And I want to Thank Kathleen Crews. That message you sent me on myspace, really helped a LOT, and I thank you for that, : )
Other than that I having been good, i guess. I still get sad from time to time.
Now for some good news, Lol. Well to me it's good news.
This summer, I met this guy...
You know how, you know you found your other half ? Some might know what I am talking about. Yes I'm only 17, what do I know about finding "The One" ? The guy I met has been there for me for all my time of needs. He's my emotional support, he also put me back in reality with my cutting. Without him, I honestly do not know what I would have done. I think he was sent my way by GOD. And I do not think that way about a Lot of people. He's something special to me, and I this realtionship has become so strong you wouldn't believe it. He's my bestfriend, moral support, everything good, and last but not least, my boyfriend. I love you DOn 33
Some you might be wondering how's Kwabe doing ? maybe not, Lol. He's doing great. His birthday was JUL16, he turned 9. He's going to be in the 4th grade this year. OHHH! Gues what?!! In his school, USF Patel, he was the only one in his school to get a 5 on the FCAT. And mind you, this was his first time taking the FCAT in the 3rd grade. Yep my brother is booksmart, Lol.
So i think I'm done writing for now, :]
Lets catch up and do something, : )
Love Always,
Nia Baptiste-Dena.
P.S
College is so much funn ! stayed at NYU for a while. When I went to Washington DC, I visited HowardU, AWESOME ! Lol.
But I am thinking bout choosin a college that is close to home, can't be far from mama dukes, Lol :)
Other than that I having been good, i guess. I still get sad from time to time.
Now for some good news, Lol. Well to me it's good news.
This summer, I met this guy...
You know how, you know you found your other half ? Some might know what I am talking about. Yes I'm only 17, what do I know about finding "The One" ? The guy I met has been there for me for all my time of needs. He's my emotional support, he also put me back in reality with my cutting. Without him, I honestly do not know what I would have done. I think he was sent my way by GOD. And I do not think that way about a Lot of people. He's something special to me, and I this realtionship has become so strong you wouldn't believe it. He's my bestfriend, moral support, everything good, and last but not least, my boyfriend. I love you DOn 33
Some you might be wondering how's Kwabe doing ? maybe not, Lol. He's doing great. His birthday was JUL16, he turned 9. He's going to be in the 4th grade this year. OHHH! Gues what?!! In his school, USF Patel, he was the only one in his school to get a 5 on the FCAT. And mind you, this was his first time taking the FCAT in the 3rd grade. Yep my brother is booksmart, Lol.
So i think I'm done writing for now, :]
Lets catch up and do something, : )
Love Always,
Nia Baptiste-Dena.
P.S
College is so much funn ! stayed at NYU for a while. When I went to Washington DC, I visited HowardU, AWESOME ! Lol.
But I am thinking bout choosin a college that is close to home, can't be far from mama dukes, Lol :)
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aww i miss you too! im really sorry about your friend and if you ever need to talk about anything going on ion your life im here and don't hesitate to call me up! and im happy for you and your boyfriend! i miss you!!!!! -
Actually, I didn't, but my friend in my profile picture did. :) Danielle Eskut? Yeah, that's her. She changed her name to Lisbeth though. What's your name? I can tell her you said hey or something. She also has a blog but doesn't get on that often. She's going to be a freshman at FC this yeear!! -
Thanks, : )
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:]. you are very welcome nia! i know what its like to have someone close to you cut themselves. my step sister has had a tough life too. she used to drink and do drugs and she has gotten pregnant. it has been rough on the whole family. and recently her best friend passed away. and she isnt recovering from it. she probably never will. but i just want you to stay strong and depend on God for everything that you are going through! He is the only one who can really help you with your problems. but its good that you have people to keep your head raised through bad times. i love you girl:]. and ill pray for you!! i miss you too.:]. you should come to skatenight on monday and we can hang!! :]. anwaysss. talk to you laterrr. ♥333333
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where do you have your skateNights?
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skateland in brandon!
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hmm, that's far.
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i didnt see you so i guess you didnt go?!
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L0l , no i didn't .
hehe,
like thee new pleo3, : ) aha, haaaaa. :]
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hahaha thank you:]. and it that show iss just werriiiddd!
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yeaaa itt isss. so was that baboon oneee. with the red weasel
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lol yaaa i totally forgot the nammmee.
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yep yep. so howw you been?
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pretttyy good actually! how about you??
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to both: i'm doinq qood. goinq to be finish with my FLVS todayy ! :D Lol. other than that, i'am so ready for school to start. SEN10R ! bahahaha, :) Got so much college stuff to do, :/ but not sweatin it, Lol. i miss you guyss sooo muchhh.
a poem i wrote . when muh qrandmother died .
throuqh her eyes she qot too see your beautiful face only once. throuqh the eyes of that five year old, she was almost scared at first. she seeinq you in aplace where the younq and old are sick, but no one wants to help them.
throuqh those eyes of that five year old qirl, she could see that you were unhappy. at your aqe, yu should have been enjoyinq what you have left. throuqh her eyes that little qirl knew she loved you, just besouse of the fact you are her qrandmother. the day came when that little qirl had to qo back home with her mother. she and her mom made a promise to you, that they will come back soon dont worry.
11 years have passed
Eleven years have passes, since that little qirl made that promise. throuqh her eyes she could see the day cominq soon she will see her qrandmother aqain.
[ rriiiiiinq ;; rrrriiiiinqqqq ;; ]
a phone call interrupted that moment. a moment that would never be erased. so you see that little qirls qrandmother passes away. throuqh her eyes tears came out filled with anqer. she felt like the twin towers came crashinq before here eyes. her mother, her brother, friends tried to comfort her. but the pain was just to stronq. throuqh her eyes she realized that shuttinq people out will not help.
throuqh her eyes she realized her qrandmother is in a better place. so you see, she celebrates her qrandmothers end of sufferinq, not her death.
throuqh your eyes now you see that qirl is me.
by nia baptiste-dena™
throuqh those eyes of that five year old qirl, she could see that you were unhappy. at your aqe, yu should have been enjoyinq what you have left. throuqh her eyes that little qirl knew she loved you, just besouse of the fact you are her qrandmother. the day came when that little qirl had to qo back home with her mother. she and her mom made a promise to you, that they will come back soon dont worry.
throuqh her eyes she realized her qrandmother is in a better place. so you see, she celebrates her qrandmothers end of sufferinq, not her death.
throuqh your eyes now you see that qirl is me.
by nia baptiste-dena™
