So the big question to Ryan and I is: "So when you are two going to have a baby?" I guess I can understand considering my sisters have accomplished this wonderful step! Some look at me as the "career oriented" person, but really I have the motherly instincts other women have too! But right now I'm not ready to exercise those instincts or at least I don't think I am. When I am aroung J.T. or Addison, or when I feel Emma kick I honestly feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I love these kids with my whole being. Could I even love my kid like I do my nephew and nieces? You all are probably laughing at me right now but these are questions I ask myself. Ryan is afraid of the responsibility financially (surprise surprise right?!) and I am afraid of the responsibility the Lord gives to parents! How awesome of a responsibility! Gives me chills to think about. All I know is that when I am ready I have wonderful examples of how to be a mother...Angel and Andrea. Watching them with their children is a blessing! However, the stakes are now higher for me to fail! :)
FINALLY Vanessa has gotten me on pleo!!!!