Not to be all ME ME ME
But I need some encouraging scripture, or words PLEASE!
Because it just seems like there is a lot going on right now, and I have to deal with it, and I'd rather not.
So Tx was GREAT!
But not I am having reality set in.
So being an adult is sorta hard ;)
Today is the day that I will be going out and giving my resume!
So I have been really overwhelmed about the whole thing, and just finally decided STOP, Just finish you resume and get out there!!
I should be leaving in the next 30-45 mins. to hand out the resumes!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!
You know I am more calm now than I was when I was working on my resume, maybe because now I feel like I am doing something.
Now, resume's are such a funny thing, because soooooo many people have done them, and in soooooooo many different ways, and honestly there isn't a PERFECT way to do a resume, at least not for every person you give yours to. At least that's what Andrew said, and I like what he said, so I'll keep that in mind.
I have been so consumed working on my resume, and worrying about how it looks, that I have really just been almost worrying myself to death (been starting to have REALLY BAD chest pain!) I know all of you out there know how I worry, and I know it's unhealthy and God wouldn't want me to do it, but I do it anyways....I really don't want to. BUT BE PROUD OF ME! I'm working on thinking more positively, and honestly God will deliver and I will get something sooner or lata!
But Today I start, last night I just decided... Ok I need to start going out into the schools, so lets just get this resume the best that I want it to be, and just leave it in God's hands! He will help me through it all!
Oh, Question. Andrew and I want to go to TX for about 2 weeks, but now that I am getting out into the schools, I am not sure if I should come to TX!? People have told me to let the school's know when I drop my resume off, but I feel like that is so rude. But maybe that's me being paranoid! Anyways, my delima is, the unknown of if they call me while I'm in TX and want an interview, THEN I am not there to interview and the position gets filled without my even having a chance to show them what I got!, or there is the other side of it that I would be in TX and NO ONE WOULD CALL! It's just like well I could go and nothing could happen till I come back, fine, but BLAH! lol
So I just don't know what to do... I was thinking about just sending Andrew by himself. I just am thinking, ok We say we want to live here, so why wouldn't I do as much as I could while I was here to get a job?!
Is a little intimidating here in Fl! I feel very clueless in even looking for one, because I don't even know how to go about it. When to start looking!? When do I go give out resume?? AHHHHHHHHHHH!
Right now it is wonderful to be DONE with school, but quiet intimidating when you and your husband have no means of income.
God will provide though.
I just really want a teaching job! I already have a school I would love to teach at!! I am not sure how it is going to work out, but I know I'll find something!
Any suggestions on job hunting?! especially you teachers!??
So Today I found out that I passed my LAST certification test!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
What a burden lifted off my back!
Thank you Lord!