aight its been over a month....

ok yall what it b? well n2m here and kno yall dont want and update of my crappy life...but i miss all of you! danny...i love the advice u give me...always! So btw remember to call when u get the chance! And Janie...i miss u...and i hope lifes a lot better for u now! Libby, i love ur hair! Saw it on myspace! Leslie, u look even more mature and beautiful now as well! Lensey, i miss u girl and ima call u when i get my cell back. Zack, ur a cool kid who i miss a lot! Hope ur doing pretty good! Presley, how u doin? i miss u a lot too! Becca, hope cheering is going well, and the same to shelby a.k.a sheeby! Ashy! I miss u woman! ily soooo much! Seena, i miss u a lot too! idk if u can even comprehend how much i do! Sarah, we dont really talk much, but i miss seeing u at school..ily! Cassie, u r so sweet! i miss u soooo much! we better be seeing eachother soon! ily! Ryan, last but not least..i had so much fun alkin to u yesterday on the phone! its been a while hasnt it? i miss u sooooo much! Im gonna come see u as soon as i can...ily!

Well, now that i got all of my shout outs out, ill give ya a lil bit of an update! Well im really friggin sick..and it sucks more than u kno...and the love life, well, me and zach are still going strong. Today makes it 2months and 1 wk. I hope i get to see all of u soon...i miss u all! ily!

BTW if i forgot to mention ur name, its cuz ur special! a.k.a Jerad! U r too special to not have ur own section! ily!...i miss ur hugs :(

Last Resort
By...Papa Roach♥♥


Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
Ive reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
Im running and Im crying
Im crying
Im crying
Im crying
Im crying

I cant go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
Im running and Im crying

I cant go on living this way
Cant go on
Living this way
Nothings alright
  • love_2laugh_123
    aww thx!!
    by love_2laugh_123 at 03/29/07 6:37PM
  • kal_el
    you know it girly, odnt forget it, and jerad better not be more special me
    by kal_el at 03/30/07 12:54PM
  • cherry_grl
    i miss you so much grl my life is horrble
    by cherry_grl at 05/01/07 9:18PM
  • cherry_grl
    this is shelby
    by cherry_grl at 05/01/07 9:18PM
  • cassiejean
    hey its cassie! we (k.c.s.) miss u!
    by cassiejean at 05/24/07 12:35PM
  • cassiejean
    thx i miss u too! ♥ cassiejean
    by cassiejean at 05/24/07 12:40PM
  • cassiejean
    this is my mom:Hi. Just wondering why you chose that song...i hope that is not how you feel. Is it necessary to use the "f word"
    by cassiejean at 05/24/07 5:09PM
  • jerad888
    I'm not on the list! lol j/k
    by jerad888 at 06/03/07 6:01PM
  • cherry_grl
    hey wats up i love you
    by cherry_grl at 06/18/07 6:06PM
  • lovestinx25
    hi this is haley how r u ?
    by lovestinx25 at 06/24/07 11:26AM
  • lovestinx25
    i saw your myspace !
    by lovestinx25 at 06/25/07 12:34AM
  • lovestinx25
    luv ur myspace girl !!!
    by lovestinx25 at 08/06/07 1:26AM
  • texasboy
    by texasboy at 04/24/08 6:17PM

Happy Valentine's Day!

Hey ya'll! I wanted to wish u all a very Happy Valentines Day!
Myspace Layouts
Myspace Layouts

I hope all of ya'll have an awesome time with your valentine!

I ♥ and miss u all!

♥hunter nicole[[eskimo kisses]]
  • i_am_a_sheep
    Happy Valentines Day!!
    by i_am_a_sheep at 02/14/07 9:52PM
  • cuzthechixdigit
    well good luck. you can do it.
    by cuzthechixdigit at 02/15/07 9:58AM
  • cuzthechixdigit
    nothin much, work, and playing in the snow
    by cuzthechixdigit at 02/19/07 9:52AM
  • kal_el
    hope your doing good hunter, take it easy on the boys!
    by kal_el at 02/21/07 8:39AM
  • iluvtink24
    hes rite hunter, o and by the way its bronwen!
    by iluvtink24 at 03/17/07 2:13PM
  • ryerye
    Hey Hunter, haven't talked to you in a while, what've you been up to?
    by ryerye at 03/25/07 5:30PM
  • iluvtink24
    haha yea me and bryan r still wat u say talkin....... lol
    by iluvtink24 at 03/29/07 4:55PM

well its been a while and there sooooo much to say




Ok well fist of all i miss all of u and i love yall with all of my ♥...

Heres the most exciting thing...
Saturday i went to a model casting...
Here the stats:
354 Models [[guys, gals,ages 4-26]]
92 Finalists
19 Signed Models at the end of the day

I was one of the first called back...
Keep in mind he asked everyone a whole bunch of ?'s
He said smile..i smiled...
"be serious and show me what u got" and i could only laugh...
He handed me a paper {meaning come back at 7:45} and said "ur it"
"im what?"...
"the next big thing"...
and that was it...

[[7:45]]
92 Finalists were seated in the ballroom
ME in the corner lol
after a 2hr seminar[[spelling??]]
we were put in groups
we gave our best pic to the reps
at a certain time u were to call
they would tell u if u made it or not

[[9:32]] Sunday Morning
I was woke up by my phone ringing...
My mom was on the other line
She said "you did it"
im half asleep so im like i did what?
and shes like get up and get ready u have to be there at 3:00
I walk in the glass VIP room and theres a contract sitting on the table in front of me

I signed a contract with xtreme modeling that minute...as their head model out of 19...with me being the youngest...but according to the armani genius...the best

Im now a part of the biggest agency in the USA...

WOW!



IM no different now then i was then..if anything im more thankful....and i have you all and GOD to thank...

Ill keep all of u in my prayers...please continue to remember me as well


I love u all...ill never stop loving u either lol

MUAH!!!!!!!*****KISSES*****!!!!!!MUAH

Huggies!

♥hunter nicole[[eskimo kisses]]



PS: ill be down at the KCto the S to visit yall sometime...i love u!
  • texasboy
    Congratulations!
    by texasboy at 02/12/07 5:06PM
  • love_2laugh_123
    that so cool!
    by love_2laugh_123 at 02/12/07 5:07PM
  • littlered
    its about a guy
    by littlered at 02/12/07 8:56PM
  • cuzthechixdigit
    thats awesome!
    by cuzthechixdigit at 02/13/07 11:21AM
  • ryerye
    Congrats! You will go very far!!!
    by ryerye at 02/13/07 2:42PM
  • littlered
    thanks
    by littlered at 02/13/07 6:22PM
  • lovestinx25
    congrats on your contract
    by lovestinx25 at 05/25/07 11:23PM

hey

hey ppl...its been a while...again! well im kinda wondering y the hell im losing so many old friends...it makes me sad. But anywayz im loving campbell county...but i do miss yall...i hope u r missing me. Hm...too much to talk about so ill just ramble i guess...we beat yalls team btw tyler! but its aight yall put up a hell of a fight! congrats! see im trying this thing called being nice...hopefully ppl like it better...since lots of ppl think me is bad...i guess ill fix it the best i can! hmm.....idk wat else to talk about...so hows kcs going??? yall dominating the whole bball league? jw. well i gotta get together with yall so if u wanna hang tell me and well make plans...i miss u all soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! oh and i have a lil bad news...i am not going back to kcs...im just staying in campbell county...but with dads apartments down there... i can pick between cchs and orhs. not sure which one! oh and i made my choice! im cheering instead of bball! but im still playin v-ball! hm....well anywayz i wont lots of comments from all the ppl i love! btw PLEASE check out myspace if u havent lately....just click the myspace link on my page! i would love to hear some thoughts about it.
oh for those who r wondering yea im still in church and yea i am a better person now then i have ever been. I think i just needed a change from my everdy life...btw if yall have tried to call my cell sry i havent answered i dont get mine back till the 10..my bill was 1,400 bucks...yea i kno crazy right? well im out so leave lots of comments....love ya!
♥hunter nicole
  • i_am_a_sheep
    neato.
    by i_am_a_sheep at 12/02/06 3:39PM
  • ryerye
    now our record 4-2. And the high school team is incredible.
    by ryerye at 12/08/06 4:31PM
  • rascalflatts_rox
    we should hangout of christmas break since we havent hungout in a while
    by rascalflatts_rox at 12/21/06 5:38PM
  • cuzthechixdigit
    thats good that ur back in church, but whats up with that cell phone bill and did u have to pay it?
    by cuzthechixdigit at 12/26/06 10:27AM
  • cuzthechixdigit
    i tried to get on ur myspace but it private
    by cuzthechixdigit at 12/26/06 10:31AM
  • rascalflatts_rox
    ok! we betta!
    by rascalflatts_rox at 12/27/06 6:15PM
  • cuzthechixdigit
    well that was nice of ur parents and no it was warm that day
    by cuzthechixdigit at 12/28/06 9:41PM
  • babyphatsarina
    wow havnt talked yo u in a while hope u r doing good
    by babyphatsarina at 12/29/06 5:01PM
  • babyphatsarina
    it will be great to see you
    by babyphatsarina at 12/30/06 2:03PM
  • ryerye
    so, I'm an idget still, huh? When are you coming to visit?
    by ryerye at 12/30/06 2:13PM
  • jerad888
    who said your losing frieds? I need ur # so i can call you!
    by jerad888 at 12/30/06 7:55PM
  • jerad888
    *friends
    by jerad888 at 12/30/06 7:55PM
  • jerad888
    Yeah our girls team sucks so much w/o you!!!! I remember at camp when you Knocked down Beaver's friend and coach said "what are you doing?!" and you said "i don't know, sorry!" I started laughing:)
    by jerad888 at 12/30/06 7:56PM
  • jerad888
    1400$!?!?!?!?!? Ur spoiled (j/k)
    by jerad888 at 12/30/06 7:58PM
  • horse_gal_11
    hey grl i miss you soo much i am datin jared
    by horse_gal_11 at 01/02/07 4:36PM
  • horse_gal_11
    i am cheerin to this year
    by horse_gal_11 at 01/02/07 4:37PM
  • ryerye
    hey hunter, how're things going? You've been ignoring me on myspace it seems.
    by ryerye at 01/06/07 5:24PM
  • horse_gal_11
    hey hunter i am so tired and i have to cheer at a game 2morrow
    by horse_gal_11 at 01/06/07 10:09PM
  • cuzthechixdigit
    hey i haven't been up to a hole lot latley. just work mostly, how about u
    by cuzthechixdigit at 01/14/07 4:53PM
  • cuzthechixdigit
    hey i haven't been up to a hole lot latley. just work mostly, how about u
    by cuzthechixdigit at 01/14/07 4:53PM

hey ppls!

Hey guyz! I misss all of you so much! I dont think yall will ever kno how much! and btw becca u can post the pic u were askin me about on myspace! Well im really bored and not sure what to talk about so ima post a song! I ♥ every one of yall!
{Unnapreciated}
[Cherrish]


[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 1:]

Woke up this morning and saw your face
And you didn't look the same as yesterday.
I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,
Where you want to be.
And lately it ain't been the same at all.
When you're here its like I'm invisible
I still can't seem to see where I went wrong.
Cuz I'm feeling

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 2:]

Lately our house is not a home
You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone.
What am I to do
When my heart says leave
But my feet won't move
And today is our anniversary
And you haven't even said two words to me
I'm trying hard to give you another chance
But ooh baby I'm feeling

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 3:]

Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it I'm through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That I've gained from you
You make me feel
Unappreciated

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

Don't love me no more
Heeey wooo hooo
Unappreciated.
I'm feeling unappreciated



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  • ryerye
    sorry you couldn't come, are you going to come any time the rest of the week?
    by ryerye at 10/30/06 5:23PM
  • relientk_rox
    oh haha i din't mean to send u that IM. this virus thing got on my computer some how and sent that to everyone on my buddy list. so i really don't have a picture to put on myspace
    by relientk_rox at 10/30/06 6:51PM
  • i_am_a_sheep
    hey
    by i_am_a_sheep at 10/31/06 9:50PM
  • ryerye
    so, I'm still an idget?
    by ryerye at 11/02/06 11:12PM
  • ryerye
    no she's not!
    by ryerye at 11/10/06 5:29PM
  • ryerye
    I don't know, sadly, it's obvious. We lost to Grace thogh, :(, 37-33.
    by ryerye at 11/16/06 3:45PM
  • kal_el
    wuts ppup girl, hope your still stayin sweet, take it easy on the boys!
    by kal_el at 11/20/06 12:37PM
  • cassiejean
    hi girl!It`s cassie c..
    by cassiejean at 11/21/06 9:01AM
  • jerad888
    hey Hunter! Stay sexy! (lol) :)
    by jerad888 at 11/23/06 4:26PM
  • gromit
    wats p hunter? wats ur myspace??
    by gromit at 11/24/06 1:22AM