Matthew 6:34-"Take therefore no thought for the morrow:for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself..."Live life like there is no tomorrow, because who knows if tomorrow will be there
So things are finally starting to look up... My grades are getting better, Im getting more sleep, Im feeling better, My job is better, and my friends are some what getting better (even though i just decided not to care anymore)... but all in all things are really brightening up for me. I still need help from time to time and Im still struggling to be the Christian i need to be, but I finally did realize i have a problem and im trying to fix it... I ask all of you to please keep me in your prayers cause im still struggling a bit. But i really want to thank you, mom and dad, you sure have been a huge help to me!
I'm so ready to move to Houston! I want to get away from Amarillo and away from everything in it. I'm so tired of not having any CHRISTIAN friends my age around! I know that doesn't mean that i will when i move but at least there's a possiblity! Ughhh.... i wished it was July already!
ok... now thats its been 7 months or longer since i put something up... i figured to myself "HEY! i need to update!" lol, so here it is. well im sure most of you have read my last sad log, and guess what?! life is amazing again... after a few bumpy months of sadness and frustration, i finally got over my issues! Im now in my second semester at college, and might i say i am doin so much better than i thought i would! i found out that i have a 3.0 gpa, which i know its no 4.0 but hey it was my first semester and i think i did pretty well for myself! i have started hanging out with some new peeps, and they are amazing, and they arent a bad influence on me like my last group of friends were! Now if some of you dont know, at the beginning of school i sadly enough joined a soroity at WT, and after a couple months of stupidity (on my descion, i promise i didnt do anything bad) i finally realized that i had made a bad decison and quit! me and my new lovable best bud, korine, have decided to move out together! thats right im finally movin out of my parents house!!!! YAY! she and i have been very serious about this, looking at all our options and being very thourough with every last detail, and we are offically moving into our new apartment the 3rd week of may! oh and about that stupid boy situation... well i have officially decided that they arent worth my time right now, i mean sure i still love to flurt and hang out with them (especially one of my new friends, shon) but i have decided that they are just a waste of my time for right now and that i have more serious things to worry about! so all in all, i have made a few life alturations this year and am very pleased with the outcome!
ok....so right now, life isnt goin all that well.... i finally got the call from the 21st century people and i went in for an interview.... ya di ya di ya da.... and they called me back the next day and said that they had chosen someone else.... yeah lets just say i am very angry! and bc of that i cant move out now, or at least not until i find another well paying job. and yet again, im still having major problems with my ex, Corey, we just cant seem to get things together, or see eye to eye on anything, i have orination for the next two days and then i leave for san antonio after that. my best friend, Elyse's, mothers funeral is saturday, so ill be with her all day, i just feel like im being rushed and that i have no time to have fun anymore, or hang with my friends..... i cant handle it anymore! i feel like i just want to go sit in a corner and stay there for the rest of my life.... so here is where i ask for your help, i would really like some advice or even a little bit of comfort.... or maybe just help me by praying for me, i would really appreciate it. Thanks and i love you all!
awww hey im srry if u had the first sunday thingy today, im in kentucky right now with my cuz but when i get back mabe we (like me, u, becca, dillon, u no the usuall ppl) and go chill or something in amarillo or like go to wonderland again before school starts, and i can drive!... if we have someone over the age of 21 goingwith us:D! laters, o u can always call or text me if u need help my number is 806-346-3335, laters!
they sorry i haven't talked to ya in a whie but i've been very busy and very frustrated with work and stuff but any who i hope everything is goin alright and i'll have to call ya in the next few days so be expecting a call over the next few days. well i'm accually stuck in a camper with 4 other guys in northern ny for work and it's gettin to be bed time so i'll see ya later
Im sorry that things arent working in your favour right now. Life can be really really hard sometimes. Trust me i have first hand experience! Just pray about it and put into Gods hands. Just know that everythink will work out in time, and that the plan that God has for you may not be the one you want. Ill pray for you! Love you!
