ahh. it's been forever since i last posted. Isn't it funny that i don't notice this until i have an essay to write for English AP? yeah, i find that funny. Well, let's see what's up:
1)ski/snowboard/trip for Thanksgiving. just ask me how excited i am. i get to play in SNOW!! real SNOW!!! so long for being a Southern Belle :]
2) I got my report card today. First Junior Report Card. Caps makes it seem important, which i guess it is. I have all A's, including History AP, English AP, and PRE AP Geometry. I have an 88 (the only B) in PRE AP Chemistry, which blew my mind. I was hoping for a 32!
3) I have a drama competition next weekend. No work, but i have no idea what to expect. some co-stage manager i am. however i get a "backstreet boys/NSYNC" headset so i'm quite overjoyed.
4) life's looking pretty swell to the above. maybe it is. I don't know. Last night i felt like i went into a coma. I think i'm getting a cold or a sinus infection and i'm always clingy when i'm sick. sadly, i haven't been able to obtain the medication i need yet. :[ (figurative language)(haha. english major haha)
5) i love my family. all of it. i should really do better about keeping in touch. This summer should have taught me that much at least.
6) Music rocks my socks. Mountain Dew does too.
7) i'm just writing random stuff trying to keep from finishing this stupid rhetorical analysis essay on the Brinvilliers Affair for English AP. good thing i get college credit if i pass.
8) expected changes are scaring the wits out me. I'm learning to appreciate the little things of my surroundings but i still don't feel at home. There are too many things missing.
9) i love my friends. It seems like this year, we've all gotten a little better. Maybe it's because we're upperclassmen now.
10) my stock market team in 400th in the state ... we need to regroup. so much of that recent #2 spot...it felt good while we had it...
11) we only went down when the stock market rose a bit. what does that tell you?
12) I'm in the process of writing .... 4? stories? yeah. i'm proud of the concepts of them. but i don't seem to have enough time to do much work on them. Despite this, Serenade Me has been completed 1/3 of the way. Part One is done! woo! i'm working on making it look all nice to print out and put in a clean binder :] Others will follow, i'm sure.
13) I'm supposed to dress up for Halloween at work. oh lord.
i'm writing again!
and i'm working out!
and i'm getting my life under control!
it's kinda awesome. :]
there are still a few missing pieces, but maybe i'll find them one day in the near future.
now, i'm focusing with everything else going on. i'm working on two novels: one for pure romance outlet, and another for my historical, romantic side. that one has plenty of castles and princes and princesses :] i haven't gotten much of that one done yet, but i'm start a new pleo for it :]
i haven't heard from a bunch of yall recently. don't let me drift into my own world for too long! what's up? :]
Actually my name is spelled Kerry. But that's ok! :) I probably haven't seen you very many times! But I heard your family was at Oak Mountain on Sunday (were you there?) and Holly got to visit with them.
sometimes, i look back at these posts and laugh. sometimes, i am soo pathetic. but whatever. thats the way life rolls.
I'm doing pretty good now. a rejuvenating weekend with my favorite second family in the world often helps that. sadly, three members were short and i totally missed them.
I've been thinking alot lately, which always isn't the best thing. In way, it is. My writing has picked up again and for that, i'm grateful. I've missed my emotional outlet. But it's not good in the way that i see everything laid out the way it is, and not the way i fantazise it to be.
Life is crazy enough without your heart and mind stretched a million places far across the country and even across the schoolyard. School's gotten so hectic now, i don't even know how to handle it. And this is the easy part.. there goes that social life i've been working so hard to obtain.
Anyways, i'm fine. everyone's fine in one way or another. Twilight comes out soon. My 17th birthday is coming up. no, i'm not having a party. not after the stupid fiasco last year. and i forsee some serious shopping in my future. thanks alice.
Best stanza ever from a song :
"I want to know the way you're feeling
I want to hear your deepest thoughts
I'm drowning myself, for sure I'm thinking
Is anybody out there, anybody out there?
I love the way the city sounds
I'm yours today, I will be found
I can't stop laughing, I can't stop smiling
All the time"
- "Marriage to Millions : Cute is What We Aim For
don't really know what's going on right now.
everything's turning upside down.
i don't really know what to do
i can't find the right words to say.
i can't seem to ever get things the right way.
the only thing i can do is thank my Lord for everything He's given me, and understand when he takes somethings away.
hi guys. so i'm back. i had a wonderful time at Lake Lure with my family. it was the first time that i've ever met them, so it was pretty cool. Tyler was awesome and i have a feeling that i'm going to have a close friend to add to his cousin status. i now know which side of the family my almost black hair comes from, though still no clue about the origin of my mutant toes...
i didn't get anything done this week. but it felt amazing anyways. mom, ben and i went to the Biltmore. it was really awesome, though a little more overwhelming than i thought it would be. it was a beautiful house. the resort on Lake Lure was pretty crappy and they messed everything up. however, two rounds of putt putt and nights spent in competitive Guitar Hero games provided a supplement.
so basically, i'm good. i'm tired and not looking forward to the fiasco called work tomorrow, but i'm ok. I got Breaking Dawn. i think it's adding to my emotional weariness. it's so real! i love it.
i think i'm experiencing a slight writers' block. but hopefully, my theraphy, JB playlist on repeat and confessions are going to ease it up. i have so much in my mind that can't fit on the paper or computer screen.
anyways, i love you guys. i don't know how i'd make it through everything without yall. so, thanks. for everything you guys give me. :]
I haven't gotten breaking dawn yet and it's about to kill me. ARGGGG! I'm getting it Friday...and I'll have it read Saturday I'm sure. We'll have to talk about it at church on Sunday. Oh yeh...you get to see me Sunday! ;) heeh. Love you love you love you! and I miss you SO much!
also, have you ever heard of Cobra Starship (I think that's the name) haha. I like them! If you haven't heard them, you should. But knowing you and how rad you are you've probably already heard them!
